wipe the tears away (2/2)

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This is part 2 of "Tears"! Hope you enjoy it!

Years have past and I am a grown up now. I am married to a person who I truly love. Yes , we don't have kids , but soon we will. No , I am not pregnant.

"How many times we have talked about this? We are not getting a kid!" Josh yelled at me. "Honey... We will have kids... Just not now... Okay?" "Ugh. Fine..." he said and answered the phone that was ringing for almost a hour. "Yes?" he asked. "W-what do you mean?" he said. "Okay. Thank you , we will be there in a hour..." he said and ended the phone call. "What happened sweetie?" I asked.

Ha. How funny. Finn used to call me sweetie. After that kiss , I actually never talked to him. Or saw him.

"My father... He is dead..." Josh said and started crying like a little girl. I have always hated how he cries and then pretend that I actually cried. "We need to go to the hospital to see him once more." he said.

Honestly? I have always hated his family. They are selfish and can't think off anything else besides money. I am not glad hid dad id dead. No. I feel sorry for him. But it is somehow of relaxing that he won't be here and won't be always talking about money. Does that sound strange?

"Honey , only you will go. I will stay here , you know that I am not really close to him." "Okay" Josh said and left. Literally.

It was pretty cool when Josh wasn't here. I would read books , listen to some music and... Think about Finn.

Damn! Why? He said that I should forget about him and I didn't! Even the time didn't help me out!

I hear Josh's voice from the window calling me to open the gate. I open it and look through the window. It was raining. I would run out and go kiss F... Josh like in the 'notebook'.

But what do my eyes see? Finn holding an umbrella , in a dark suit , with a red scarf , looking at me. His look was like he knew something. That he wasn't surprised. But at the same time happy that he sees me. He had a little smile showing on his lips. He hadn't changed. He was the same like the night I kissed him for one last time.

"Honey?" "Y-yes?" "What are you looking at?" "Nothing." I lied. I turned my head to see him once again , but he was gone... He was long gone.

Few days had passed. It was time for us to go to the funeral. I was dressed in a black dress and black sun glasses. I didn't want anyone to see that I don't cry.

"Are you ready Y/N?" "Yes Joan." I told her and we went out. Joan is my friend from the 80's. We found each other in the downtown's café. IT was amazing , because she was the only one ( after Finn of course ) that I could trust my life.

We were at the funeral. Just looking at the grass. I could feel Joan playing with my dress. I look at and I saw her looking at something. It was a grave. Someone's grave.

Hot tears fell from my eyes. I fell on my knees yelling and cursing and crying.

It was Finn's. Finn was dead. I couldn't. I just couldn't. "Y/N... Why are you crying?" Josh asked annoyed. "For what am I crying? FOR WHAT AM I CRYING? Ha... Ha! You know what? You know what? I do cry for a person I actually loved! A person who I actually loved! Do you know that feeling? NO! Don't tell me something of the sort of 'My father...' ! No! You didn't even love him! You didn't even care about him!" I said. I was acting like I was drunk... I lost Finn... I lost Finn...

Joan picked me up and we went to her house. "Cry it out honey... Cry it out..." she said. I really cried. I hadn't cried like this in years. It was confusing. It was sad. It was painful.

"Honey... I think you had enough. You are a grown up now! Wipe this tears off! Divorce with Josh , because he is a total jackass. Concentrate on your self! Like this you will forget about Finn and you will find someone you actually love." "Really?" "Really." she said to me.

I did divorce with Josh. And I did feel a lot more better. I moved out. But... I still feel like there is so much emptiness inside of me.

"Y/N! This is our new worker." Angle told me. I looked at her and him.

I ran. I ran as fast as I can. I hugged him. "I missed you so much!" I said "I missed you too sweetie."

It was Finn. Finn was here. He was older than me again. But not that older. He was only 3 years older than me. Again. We were back together. And this time is for ever.

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