( TONGUE TIED ! ) fw imagines

f.w - fights (1/2)

thx @-steveshair and @finnyboyxx for the idea xox & a great song I RLY WANNA SEE THE MOVIE SOOOOON some1 take me pls lol

(y/n) grabs my hand and leans her head against my shoulder, laughing at something Wyatt had said and looking at him with love in her eyes. He did the same. I sighed and held her hand loosely, not able to really deal with this anymore. I feel her head turn towards me as she grabs my arm to stop me.

"Is everything okay, Finn?" she says with concern, and I put on a smile and nod before turning away and walking again, still holding her hand loose enough for her to know I really wasn't but we'd talk alone. Wyatt glances at me from time to time, trying to decipher how I feel, but I turn away and go on my phone.

Once Wyatt is dropped off two houses down from mine, they hug and part, leaving just (y/n) and I to talk. She closes the door behind her and goes to start her question, but I beat her to it.

"What the hell is going on between you and Wyatt? You're my girlfriend, remember?" she's taken aback by the question, but looks at me with sympathy and slight anger.

"That's what this is about? Babe, you know it's not like that. We're just good friends. He's the one that got us to start dating?" I nod at the memory but stay frustrated with the subject, running a hand through my hair and leaving it a mess.

"But ever since we started dating, he's been hanging with you more. He usually comes with us on our date nights and I feel like the third wheel." I look away from her so she can't see how emotional this is making me. I need to be strong and fight back well, don't let her tear you down.

"Okay, yeah. I see how that would make you upset, but I could ask him to stop joining us if you want?" She grabs my shoulder to turn me around but I throw it off and turn myself forcefully. She backs up when she sees the look on my face.

"If I want? So you're saying you like it better when he's around?" the last part comes out a little too loud, even I could tell, but seeing her take another step back in shock hurts a little.

"I- I didn't say that, babe-"

"Don't call me that! I don't want to hear it. What I want to hear is if you have feelings for Wyatt!" I spit out his name like poison as I feel our friendship fade in my mind. All I can think of is how he's stealing my girl from me.

"I... I... Finn, you don't really think I like him more than you, do you?" the words leave her mouth before she knows what she said and she covers it, her eyes widening. I feel my heart drop a little and tears form, my mouth twitching as I tilt my head slightly.

"More than me. Okay, so you do like him. So what? What is this to you? What are we to you? A little 'I'm trying to get over Wyatt with his friend' scheme?" I hear my voice crack a little but stand my ground and try to keep the tears from falling.

"No! Finn, I used to like him. I used to like him a lot, but then I met you and... and I love yo-"

"Don't. Please, don't say it and make this harder for me. You said it yourself, you have feelings for him. I get that they used to be bigger, but you still do and... I can't have this go on if it was based off of feelings for another person, (y/n)." She sobs as I feel a tear fall down my face. My heart breaks to see her cry so I go up to my room as I hear her run out the door, probably heading home.

I already feel the guilt forming as fast as the tears. I punch my wall. I throw my award. I jump on my bed and lay there, crying my eyes out and holding my bruising hand. My face gets puffy and I curl up into a ball, kicking my shoes off as the tears fall harder.

"Why why why why why why why why whY WHY WHY WHY WHY!!!" I scream over and over again, losing my voice after an hour or so. The tears have dried. The bruises have grown. I lay there, motionless and tired. Tired of everything. Tired of being mad, sad, just everything. Why did I do this?

Standing up, I look around my room. Its full of vinyls, posters, and pictures of us. I walk over to the wall of pictures formed in the shape of a heart. I smile, looking at the one from our carnival date, just the two of us. She's smiling, her face glowing as I kiss her cheek, looking at the camera. Her smile is... so beautiful... why did I make that smile leave her face?

Angry with myself, I breathe in and close my eyes before turning to the next picture and chuckling lightly. It was one where we both had fallen into the pool and Jaeden had taken a picture mid-fall, showing the mess that we were. I had my arms wrapped around her and hair all in my face as she was screaming with her legs kicking out.

"Finn no-!" she yelled as water took over us. The hair in my face was moved and I saw her underwater, eyes shut and her face scrunched up, her cheeks full of air. I went to laugh but remembered we were under water and inhaled it through my nose, a burning sensation forming. We swam upwards with a gasp of air and multiple coughs. "Y-you asshole!" she gasped out, laughing. She flopped down on a chair with a towel around her and I sat next to her.

"Sorry, babe." I smirked and she blushed but rolled her eyes. Her face glistening with water and body shivering, I rolled her over a little and laid next to her, holding her close. We had just started dating a week before and haven't had our first kiss just yet, but i felt this was the perfect time. Her eyes fluttered shut, informing me she felt the same, and I captured her lips with mine, moving together perfectly.(OOF)

The kiss lasted long enough to leave us smiling and gasping for breath, and for everyone to be standing there, screaming there heads off. (y/n) covered her face with her towel and I smiled at the crowd before diving under it with her and grabbing her close, shaking my head and making kissy noises. She laughed as the others screamed some more, causing the parents to come out and see what was going on.

"Finn stop harassing that poor girl!" Jaeden's mum laughed as she pulled the towel away to find me kissing (y/n)'s neck and her giggling madly. As everyone walked away and went in the pool again, I smiled at her, staring into her beautiful eyes (IF ANYBODY USES THE WORD ORBS FOR EYES IMMA KILL) and at her lips before stealing another kiss before jumping back in the pool with everyone.

I placed the picture back and turned around, grabbing at my hair with the urge to scream. I sat on the edge of my bed and pulled my vans on, grabbed 3 sweatshirts of mine that she loves, sprayed it with my cologne, and ran downstairs for my bag.

"Oh hi hun- are you okay?" My mum looked at me frantically running around for my bag, stopping me when I got near her and forcing my head up to look up at her. She inspected it to see the tear streaks and looked down at my bruised hand. "What happene-"

"Sorry mum, I'll explain when I get home... can I just have my bag and (y/n)'s favourite dish?" she nods, still confused and concerned, but hands me my bag and pointing towards the fridge. I dash to it, stuffing my sweatshirts in my bag and grabbing the food. I wave bye while grabbing my skateboard and phone before leaving and skating down the street as quick as I could. She lives two doors down from Wyatt's so it was a quick place to get to, but I wanted to stop and apologize to Wyatt first for how I've been acting towards him for the past 2 months. His door is open so I just walk in, ready to yell up to him that I'm sorry, but then something catches the corner of my eye. I turn. I freeze, my breathing stops.

I see Wyatt and (y/n) hugging on his couch, lovingly and smiling. My heart drops to the pit of my stomach.

I'M ACTUALLY SOBBING OOPS :')))))))

not just because of this [though it hurt to write i'm sorry it's cringy/sad] but also because the song "A Million Dreams" from The Greatest Showman go listen to it h03z y'ain't hoes but p l e a s e {edit: juST LISTEN TO THE ENTIRE SOUNDTRACK HOLY HeCc)