Love is not a game its a test!

Part of Me

Why it so hard to let go?
It's been days, weeks, and months ago already.
But i'm still thinking of you.
Thinking that we can still be us.

I've bee slapped by your lies and shit sorry.
Collecting myself and planning to moved on.
But where i'm now?
Crying because of you.
Remembering being with you.

How i wish i never met you.
How i wish i never felt this for you.
How i wish i never shared any part of my memories with you.
How i wish i never met you.

I just wanted to be loved.
I just wanted to feel the love.
I just wanted to share my love.
In the end it breaks my heart.

You are still existing in my mind.
Though i wish you're not anymore.
Because it only triggered pain that makes my eyes cry.
Please leave me now.

You will never know how much pain you brought to me.
Because i know you never cared.
Because you never loved at the first place.
It's all my fault, i was wrong to love you.

I'm sorry for saying this again.
I'm sounded bitter, yes, but i wish you never lied to me.
I'm honest and true from the beginning.
I just wanted to find someone and be loved not to be broken.

I love you and you know it.
But now goodbye and please stay away from my mind now and forever.