Two Worlds: One Fate [Killua x Reader]

36: Two hearts

(Y/n)'s P.O.V
"I can't! I have a boyfriend!" My mouth accidentally blurts.

What the hell did I say at a time like this?!

"mhn? That has no logical connection with my question, Ms. Pervert."

"Please don't call me that." I started to tread away.

"You just trespassed here and you're gonna walk it off?" He clicks his tongue.

Killua....

He's not really remembering...

Even though he used to call my name with affection in his voice..

He used to look at me with love in his eyes..

"How am I supposed to close the door to you?" I balled my hands into fists. "It's not like I wanted to get here... It doesn't make sense." I bit my bottom lip, lowering my lashes as stared below the ground.

No..

My vision turns blurry every time I blink...

Don't look..

Don't look at me...

I don't want to make such expression in front of him...

I DON'T WANT TO SHOW MY FACE TO HIM AGAIN!

Please... Get me out here... before these tears makes everything worst.

"We got nothing to do with each other... I'm sorry for trespassing." I raised my head for a brief second, showing a polite smile.

Ah...

I met his face once again...

I dropped my head from the ache in my chest.

Crap.. I wanna cry so bad in his arms right now.

I've missed him..

He casually caressed my hair. "Don't look so hurt. What's the matter?" A heavy sigh crossed out of his lips.  "Seriously. What a weird girl."

I'm actually getting through this guy easily rather than our very first encounterment.

*clink*

"Killua, how are you feeling?— W-who is that?" She staggers back.

"A stranger who broke in unintentionally...? She must've had reasons. Anyways, she doesn't look evil." The silverette went towards the certain, cool-looking woman. "Can't we just let her go?"

....

Don't tell me...

My throat went dry and heavy.

"Sure babe." She sighs, skeptically looking at me with those velvet orbs.

NO WAY?!

"Then... I'll take my leave.. Sorry." I ran away.

Who's that woman?

New character??

Everything's too sudden...

He didn't even experienced the heart-ache I've endured everyday..

It's not fair...

But it's fine this way...

Soon, I'll fade away from this dimension... Maybe this is my last return here... I have to make sure I don't get involved with anyone. That's right. I shouldn't get too worried.

I sniffed, wiping my wet cheeks. "Who gave you guys permission to stream down? Damn it."

Killua's P.O.V
"Hey, Yuka.. Have we met that girl before?"

"No..? No. I don't think so." Her eyebrows furrowed.

"Okay.." I shrugged.

"Are you concerned?"

"No." I gave my girl a big embrace. "I'm tired."

"Rest your body.. You're sailing out for another expedition right?" She ruffles my hair.

"I'd rather stay with you.." I let my bed's gravity pull me down as I dragged her with me. "Let's stay like this for awhile."

"Oh Killua.." She chuckles, wrapping herself on me.

Ever since I went on a journey with Alluka— No. Ever since that day when I cried for no reason, my life made a miserable turn... I thought it was just a random, crazy mood that if I ignored, it'll pass away... but sadly, it didn't. This hollowing emotion possessed me for years. Sometimes I'd wake up with tears, unable to recall a certain dream.. I kept searching for something, or someone, I don't even know... but I needed to fill the strange void within me...

It also didn't took long for my beloved sister to venture for something new and wonderful.. It was the first time she wanted something for herself. A desire she needs to fulfill.. To walk her own path... and make her own choices...

I wanted to protect her for long years yet she unexpectedly have grown so fast and I don't have the right to restrain her from achieving her dreams.. She's free now..

Gon told me she even visited him a couple of times...

That guy... The last time I saw him was back when he's finally meeting his dad.

I miss him.

But surely, this abnormal feeling wasn't drove by that...

After I made various destinations...

I met this beautiful girl..

I held Yukarin tight, getting myself comfortable in the covers.

She's a fine woman that made my days bright... I love her..

However, the conflicting feeling didn't left...

But I was doing a lot better than before..

I inhaled her sweet scent as I drifted off to sleep.

....

"(Y/n).."

To be continued...