Two Worlds: One Fate [Killua x Reader]

95: Her Story

Killua's P.O.V

It's been 2o minutes since we departed from the city.

The three of us rode train to far east— A travel of over day and a half duration.

My sister borrowed my shoulder as she slept through the journey.

Despite the spacious seats, I felt terribly cramped.

Every second.. minute.. hour.. and a day.... my heart felt tighter and tighter, trammelled by the impossible boundary between us.

I just wanted us to stay together...

Why do we have to live in different worlds?

This overbearing love made me painfully breathless several times already.

It's true I've spent lesser moments with (Y/n) rather than Yukarin.... So why? Why do I love (Y/n) to death?...

Why cling to her like this?..

Why love like she's the only one made for me?..

Was I born just to love someone in a completely separated realms?

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'You're just obviously a hopeless fool.'

Subconscious thoughts answered the doubts itself.

No...

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'This isn't the usual you. Do you wanna be ruined by love?'

The intrapersonal conflict cracked my brain as I continued to fight with myself.

No....

(Y/n) makes me whole more than anybody else..

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'Romance is just bullshit. And you call yourself Killua Zoldyck? Do you even know yourself? Can you recall what you were once, before?'

I leaned by the window. Eyes brooding outside, internally struggling.

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It's not wrong to love...

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'See? The real you wouldn't mull about stuffs like that.'

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No!

It's my fault... I keep making wrong choices before. I've let her go once... I won't repeat the same regret and mistake again..