Two Worlds: One Fate [Killua x Reader]

42: Love=Pain

(Y/n)'s P.O.V
I just had to say I should go.

I'm sure those two would meet up anytime now...

"Please let this be the ending. I'm a human, he's an anime character. Our own dimension would always separate us from each other." I gritted my teeth, letting my hair sway in mess as I tried to escape from all of these.

My feet are killing me...

I was running with no goal...

Can't seem to hit my brakes...

Hoping I could outrun my biggest conflict— my feelings for Killua.

I huffed from my mask. My chest was heavy, and my throat felt like its crushing. I couldn't breathe.

I always dreamed about him falling back for me. I wanted us to be madly in-love together. I needed my feelings to be reciprocated.... I thought that'll be the greatest thing that could ever happen to me.....

The only thing I didn't knew is that, I was being too romantic, abusing my imaginations by letting it run wild and loose.

I ignored reality. I was selfish.

I didn't imagined Killua would suffer because he accepted my feelings, loving me back.

This freaky psychic ability wasn't the only thing to be blamed.... The goddess of romance must've allowed this to happen... This is my punishment for abnormally loving an animate being. I was loving the wrong person. It was a forbidden attachment.

Once I've reached a desolate area, I threw my mask off then let my legs give in, silently crying on my knees as I released pain through my tears. I didn't care if I looked like a fool. I was just being real with my feelings.

Ever since I've faced the harsh reality...

I always end up thinking for his sake...

I wasn't even trying to save myself....

He was a priority..

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After reminiscing his lovely words...

Regret filled my mind.

I wish I hadn't known him if I'll just experience fleeting happiness...

"If destiny exists, then mine must be playing games with me."

This is enough.. Please.

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Killua's P.O.V
*Ring~*

"Hello? Killua... Can we meet up? I'm at—"

.....

We slowly brought down our phones as we coincidentally spotted each other in opposite directions. She was at the other street and I was just in front of her location.

The only thing that kept us temporarily apart was the road filled with running automobiles.

"Yukarin." My expression melted from reuniting with her.

"Killua!" When the lights turned green for the civilians, she crossed the pedestrian lane, desperately reaching for me as she slipped from the crowd. "I never wanted to let you go. I'm sorry." She weeped in my chest. "I don't want us to break up.."

"Yuka.." I wrapped her for a gentle hug. "I know... I know.. I feel the same way." I kissed her cheek. "It was my fault for making you insecure. I'm not being a good lover. I'm sorry."

"It's fine now.." She utters, sniffing.

Yuu, she really mended our relationship. I don't know how she convinced her but I'm thankful. What an angel.

"I've missed you." I whispered, pulling away.

She chuckled. "It hasn't even been a week."

I frowned, looking away.

"Aw. Don't look like that. I have missed you a lot." She confessed in low manner.

Her genuine comments never failed to make me blush so I scoffed, unable to mutter a reply.

"Killua, I love you."

I picked her hand and leaned down for a soft kiss.

....

"I guess you're still shy to put it in words.." She grins, pinching my cheek.

"Actions are far expressive than words." I sticked out a tongue, pinching back her nose.

"...Killua, can I meet that girl again? I wanna thank her."

"Sure. Anytime. She was staying with my sister."

We leisurely stride by the sidewalk.

"Oh. They're best-friends? How adorable."

"Yeah."

"....You're grinning too much."

"Isn't that better? Do you want me frowning when I'm with you?"

"Was I really the reason for your huge smiles?"

"Yuka." I darted my eyes straight at her.

"Just kidding." She snorts.

We're indeed back together but why is that it feels a bit off...?

Must be my imagination...

To be continued....