Two Worlds: One Fate [Killua x Reader]

88: Her Life

Lucas' P.O.V
It was last year during that one Saturday on spring when I met her.

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Like normal days, I was hanging with the boys, chilling on the new cafe.

"So Lucas, did you agreed to date the girl?"
"She has big boobs. Any guy would want to screw her."
"Oi. Want to get smacked? Your mouth is so dirty."
"Eh? But it's true though."
"Idiot. Don't say rude stuffs about her when Lucas' here."

They were noisy like the usual, buzzing like bees. But they were entertaining, so I keep them around.

"I turned her down." I spoke, turning them silent for once.

....

"WHY?!"
"That's literally the 4th girl in a row!"
"Why keep rejecting such beauties??!"
"Don't you think you're getting too full of yourself?"
"You're such a study nerd. Do you prefer books than girls?"
"Are you gay?!"

My eardrums were ringing as they bombed me with comments.

I sipped my smoothie. "When I look at their faces, it's all the same. They're all boring."

They laughed.

"What do you mean? You're the one who's boring, man. You only have the looks, be thankful." They said in chorus.

"Loving someone always leaves you thirsty for more, right?" I stirred my drink with a straw, then scooped some cream for myself. "No matter how hard the couple tries, they'll always be two separate people. One can't absorb the other, nor can they come together as a whole. The feelings of happiness you get from love is apt to change in an instant." I gave some deep sentiments to cover up for my personal problem. There's simply no one who could possibly handle someone like me— None, when I have this split personality.

"....Well, I'm sure you'll find the right girl for you." One of my friends managed to reply as the rest got speechless for a few minutes.

"Then.... Lucas, what do you want?" A sharp question unexpectedly came from my dumb friend.

.....

What do I want...?

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*Time-skips*

Everyday, the skies flows on as if a play button has been pressed again and again.

A scene that never changes...

No dissatisfaction...

That must be a proof of peace.

I excelled with all my academic performances. I was one of the top students in the whole city, so my social circle is actually pretty wide, but the world didn't changed otherwise for me.