Two Worlds: One Fate [Killua x Reader]

63: Unfathomable

[A/N: Warning!! ⚠️ Foul language.]

Killua's P.O.V
(Y/n).... offered support like a mysterious hero, trying to fix something crucial for the sake of my fucking life while Yukarin tried to follow us and rescue me from this rotten mansion like a knight.

The girls are protecting me like I'm a goddamn princess. Can I get anymore fucking lame?

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My mind flew everywhere.

I have a boyfriend. What you do is none of my business. I'll just do my best to help.

She even got a damn boyfriend..

Trust me, you were never an option because we aren't even meant to be together.

Believe it or not, we already tried to be happy before but we paid the price....

She rejected me just like that.... She always speaks vaguely.

That girl would never tell the missing piece in her details— The same ol' secretive girl from before.

"Tsk. Makin' me go fucking crazy."

What if I never went back to love you again?

What if you liked me more? Are you gonna break me off from Lucas?

"Bring me another bottle!" The aggravating fire, smouldered out of me as I crashed the mirror in my room from witnessing my horrible state, glaring at my own pitiful reflection as I held on something I thought might be a comfort.

"Unbelievable." Blood dripped and stained my knuckles as I scratched myself from the shattered glass...

"....."

I guess I'm still an ordinary human with a normal skin capable of receiving cuts.

but there's nen....

If only I could just put up a nen around my normal heart too, maybe it won't get hurt.

I held my head with a hand then sighed in deep frustration.

I'm starting to hate myself again.

What kind of fate did love prepared for me?

I merely gripped the glass bottle then it already creaked and cracked from the small pressure.

.....

I can't show up to my friends like this...

Gon... Kurapika... Leorio... Everyone... Just look how much I've sunken down.