Serving the Commander

Feel its strength

The two of you finish getting dressed, Kylo has a hast within his demeanor trying to rush every move you make "okay, okay I know I'm trying to hurry can I at least not walk around in the nude?" Pausing for a moment checking out your half-dressed figure with lips twisting upwards you cut him off "don't even think about it! Just give me a second okay. How about you head down there, and I'll meet you?" Plundering the thought for a moment his expression showing signs of confusion and worry, slowly walking towards you placing a gloved hand on your bare shoulder "is everything okay?" Looking up at his large serious frame it relaxes once the two of your eyes meet, sighing "yeah...I'm fine I just... I don't know I never considered the fact that I might be force sensitive and I don't really know what that means, I don't want it to change anything between us..." leaning down kissing gently his lips trail down your jaw along your neck as he slowly moves behind you, taking the sleeve to your dress slowly pulling it up around your shoulder sliding gentle finger tips down the sensitive skin on your back slowly reaching around tying the string keeping the dress together up.

Resting his head on the space between your neck and shoulder softly whispering "nothing will ever change how I feel about you..." feeling his hand fumbling at his side after a few seconds pulling his saber into view holding it a few inches in front of you "here, grasp it." Turning your head back trying to look him in the face "what no! Didn't we learn last time?! I almost cut my foot off!" His other hand grabs yours swiftly placing it along the saber "come on, I'm right here I won't let anything happen to you I didn't then, and I won't now...trust me." Heart pounding hard slowly reaching up your other hand grasping the cold heavy metal his grip lets go releasing the saber to your hold completely, momentarily the weight of it catches you off guard almost dropping it. Quickly his hands engulf yours pulling it back up "hold it tightly, your life depends on it. Feel it's strength, it's power, harness it.... when you're ready I want you to ignite it."

Holding your breath fingers slowly rubbing the hard texture of it, suddenly a strong tingling feeling radiates up your arm it flows over your body deep down into the pit of your stomach every fiber of your being begs to feel it's energy, slowly moving your finger down over the activator it hovers for a moment shaking against the button. Kylo squeezes his hands around yours "I'm right here." Sucking in a quick breath pressing your thumb down immediately feeling the saber vibrate fiercely the blades erupt from the three emitters quickly illuminating the room with its buzzing glow, feeling yourself flinch from its raw power Kylo's frame holds you in place "it's okay hold tight, I'm going to let go okay but I'm right here."

Before you can even say no his hands fall from yours to the sides of your hips he's still standing tall behind making you feel safe and protected, it's heaviness slowly fading your hands gripping it tightly your body relaxes the feeling of the saber becoming more familiar by the second. A slow grin lines your face "it's so..." from behind "powerful...I know." Releasing one hand readjusting the other to hold all of its weight slowly gliding it through the air, each pass fills the room with a low unstable buzz "notice how it makes you feel, are you scared?" Swiping it downwards easily "not anymore." His hands grip tighter onto your hips "that's my girl...seeing you handling it so confidently is so..." his breath turns heavy against your neck before feeling the softness of his lips press into your skin as his hands pull your body harder against him, kissing your neck slowly his lips smoothly tasting your skin quietly he hums "...alluring."

Hand prickling from the rapid vibrating hilt paired with overwhelming hot seductive desire lingering on every lustful kiss along your neck, feeling confident slowly twirling the saber, fully spinning it with ease. Kylo watching your confidence from behind he groans biting down playfully, heart beating rapidly enjoying causing him unexpected excitement, feeling too self-assured swiftly spinning it around faster the hilt fumbles between your fingers slipping from your grip quickly flinging forwards towards the large pane window. Gasping loudly without thinking your own hand reaches out, quickly trying hard to stop the saber from slicing through the glass an intense sensation flows from your fingertips watching as the saber recoils the hilt stops midair before falling a few inches, trying hard to focus it floats still again but only for a moment before crashing down onto the floor. Pulling away from Kylo immediately grabbing it from the floor turning towards him "I'm sorry, I didn't mean too I thought I had control!" Gently he places a hand on top of yours noticing it's trembling beneath "shh it's okay I was watching, I wanted to see how you'd fix the situation and look at that...you successfully used the force for the first time. How did it feel?" Glancing up surprised he is not angry with a shaky voice replying, "well it felt great until I almost destroyed your window." Walking forwards slowly taking the saber placing it at his hip, watching his hand rise before playfully poking at your nose "you'll learn...I'll teach you...that is if I can control my urges... seeing you handle that saber was...invigorating to say the least."

Quickly turning around heading towards the door "meet me at the medical ward, I'm more curious now than before I must know your levels, I'll be waiting for you." Swiftly he's out the door it shuts harshly filling the silent room with its heavy slam, sighing deeply 'he's so proud of me so eager to teach me his ways, but what if I'm not good enough what if I'm not made for the dark side what if I would rather be on the light side...will he stick by me?'