Destiel One Shots

99. The Cas Of Thursday

If there was any youtuber Dean loved, it was TheCasOfThursday. He loved the way he made jokes and talked about random things. He wasn't quite as flamboyant as Tyler Oakley, but Dean had this headcanon that Cas was gay. He wished it was true.

He was awaiting the moment when he uploaded a new video. It was a Thursday afternoon, and that's usually when Cas uploaded. He kept refreshing the page over and over again, just waiting for that new video, because he was one of those fans.

And finally, after clicking the refresh button so many times he thought his monitor would explode, there was a new video on the page. Dean was particularly interested in the title.

"Coming Out".

He grinned as he considered the meaning, knowing what it had to have been. He eagerly clicked the play button, watching the video.

It started out with his usual introduction; an animation of Cas with a Molotov saying "Hey, assbutt!" and throwing it at the screen, and in the explosion, his username, TheCasOfThursday, would appear in bold font. "Assbutt" is his nickname for his viewers. Dean thought it was kinda funny.

Then Cas was on the screen. "Hello, my assbutts. So... today, I feel that... I should talk to you guys about something."

Dean was very interested. He was always engaged by what Cas had to say. Especially since he wrote so much fanfiction, he knew that one of these days, something would become canon.

"So... I've been doing... a lot of thinking lately. For... the longest time. Like... a year or two at least. And it... terrifies me."

Dean was even more intrigued. Was this his fanfiction coming true?

"Well... I've been taking a good, long look at myself, and, uh... I think it's pretty clear... what's been bugging me for the longest damn time."

And... fanfiction moment:

"I think I'm gay."

There it was.

"YES!" Dean accidentally yelled aloud.

"This is probably shocking to many of you, and I'm sure you have a lot of questions, but... I'm gay, guys."

This was actually real. Dean's biggest headcanon ever was actually true. Proof. Right here. Actually, another headcanon of his was hugely "Troyler" related, but that wasn't important at the moment.

"I know, that large faction of you who needlessly ship me with Jenna Marbles are deeply disappointed, but sorry. Not gonna happen. And... it probably wouldn't have happened anyway. So... uh, yeah."

Damn "Jennstiel". Or "Marvak" to some.

"But, yeah, guys, this is real. I... I'm gay. It must be weird for a lot of you, it's weird to me too, but we can get used to it together."

Dean knew it all along. He mostly wanted it because he had the biggest crush on him, but he still knew. Maybe... all his fanfictions with him and Cas could come true. Of course, he'd have to actually meet the guy, which would never happen.

"So... I just, two... ish years ago, I started thinking to myself, 'Why haven't I met a girl yet? A girl that... makes me want to sing?' And I thought two things. One, I don't think anyone could make me want to sing. And two... what if I'm gay?"

And Dean randomly thought of a new headcanon; Cas sang opera but never did in public. A beautiful thought, but that was even less likely than his "Destiel" fanfictions. It was a working ship name, he didn't think it was that good.

"To me, this was an absolutely horrifying thought. I never thought about... the possibility that I was... gay. That just... wasn't something I ever thought about. And now... I'm suddenly wondering that maybe... I like guys? And... my brain just... shut down."