How To Stay Afloat (BxB)

Chapter 42: I'm in love

I'm a good boyfriend and clean up all the mess we made and then lie down next to Austin.

"Fuck. That was really good." Austin says. He has his hands under his head, staring at the ceiling.

I can't hide the smile. I'm freaking proud. I gave him head and he liked it. Plus, I really like doing it.

At this point my jeans are pretty uncomfortable. I think I've never been this hard before in my entire life.

Hearing Austin moan and seeing his face and feeling his hands in my hair. Oh god. I gotta stop thinking.

Austin rolls over and kisses me passionately while he gently strokes my upper body with his hand. His fingertips move over my skin extremely softly, making me shiver.

He grabs my asscheeks and pulls me to him, grinding his still hard dick against mine.

I let out a moan.

"You wanna take off your pants?" Austin asks me and then kisses my neck.

I quickly sit up and pull off my pants, leaving my boxers on.

As I'm kneeling on the mattress, Austin grabs my hips and bends down to kiss my dick through the fabric of my boxers.

He grabs the waistband and looks up into my eyes and then slides my boxers down while he kisses my chest and stomach.

My boxers are still around my knees, so I lie down and pull them off the rest of the way, while Austin climbs on top of me.

He finally wraps his fingers around my hard dick and strokes me slowly.

I grab his neck and pull him down so I can kiss him. He picks up his pace and kisses me roughly.

Shit. I think I can't last any longer.

"Ah fuck." I say when I feel myself getting close.

Austin stops pumping me and instead strokes my penis really slowly, making me whimper.

"Not yet." He whispers in my ear.

Fuck. He's killing me.

Austin crawls down and pushes my knees apart. I throw my head back when I feel his tongue lick between my balls and my asshole. He slowly licks up to my balls and then all the way to the tip of my penis.

I almost scream out from the pleasure.

Obviously I showered in the morning and I know how to wash my ass. But it still feels a little weird to have someone so close to it and I feel a little embarrassed.

While I'm lost in my insecurities Austin positions himself between my legs and grabs his dick and guides it to my butthole.

Okay. Fuck. I didn't expect that. Is he ready for a second round? He just came. Shouldn't we use a condom or something? Oh god. Is it gonna hurt? Shouldn't he stretch me first maybe? With his fingers? His dick isn't exactly small. Oh gosh, I'm fucking scared.

And who the hell decided that I'm the bottom? Fuck. I've never even tried if I like that. What if I don't like it? I'm not even prepared in any way.

And most importantly, what if I shit myself? Can that happen? Is that a justified fear? I should have prepared myself accordingly when I took a shower.

"Hey." Austin says and leans down to my face. The tip of his dick is still rubbing against me. "Are you alright?" He asks me.

Austin knows what he's doing, right? I can trust him. I don't need to be nervous.

I nod my head. "Yeah. All good."

Austin nods. "You know, we can stop anytime."

I bite my lip and nod my head.