How To Stay Afloat (BxB)

Chapter 99: Purgatory

TW

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I shouldn't have bought the drugs. I shouldn't have done that. Big mistake.

After a nightmare I lie awake in bed, staring at the ceiling and trying to convince myself I shouldn't take the meth.

Austin is asleep next to me and has no idea how close I am to fucking up again.

I sigh and shake him to try and wake him up. "Austin?"

He doesn't react, so I shove him more roughly.

"What?" He asks alerted, sitting up wide eyed.

"Sorry for waking you." I say.

He looks at me confused. "Is something wrong?"

I shrug. "I really wanna get high." I tell him.

He frowns. "You shouldn't do that." He says.

"I know. That's why I woke you up." I explain. "I'm pretty close to just standing up and taking something." I confess.

"Do you have drugs at home?" He asks me concerned.

"I know how to get them." I say instead of answering his question.

He nods and sits up with his legs crossed. "Why do you wanna get high?" He asks.

I shrug. "Don't know. I can't sleep."

"Did you sleep at all till now?" Austin asks, checking the time.

"Yeah. I woke up from a nightmare." I explain.

He rubs his eyes and then lies down, pulling the blanket over us, wrapping his arms around me.

"Is it better like this?" He asks me and kisses my neck.

I giggle and turn my head around to face him. "Yeah, that's better." I tell him.

Austin leaves kisses all over my neck. I can feel his hot breath on the back of my neck as he kisses me while tracing his hands over my upper body. "What about that?" He asks me with a low voice.

I let out a gasp as he softly nibbles on my ear. "Hm?" He asks me, whispering straight into my ear.

Feeling his hot breath on my neck and hearing him whisper with his deep voice instantly makes me horny.

I nod my head. "Yeah, definitely better."

Austin grabs my hip and pulls me to him, pressing his dick against my ass.

He moves his hand down to my crotch, slipping it underneath my underwear, wrapping his hand around my hardening dick.

That's certainly not the distraction I was hoping for, but it definitely is better than anything else I had in mind. Better than drugs.

I rub my ass against him, feeling his boner press against me.

While he slowly strokes me he uses his other hand to trace his hand down my back, slightly scratching me.

He slowly moves his hand back up over my back, up to my neck and then into my hair. He buries his hand in my hair and gently pulls my head back.

"Is this okay?" He asks me in a whisper.

"Yeah." I breathe out and he pulls my head back further.

Austin moves his right arm underneath my neck to lie more comfortably and I bring my leg up over his legs, slightly spreading my legs, my back on his chest and my ass still pressed against him.