My venting book + Stories(?)

March 10, 2023

Edit at 9:00pm: So something happened after I posted this but go to the bottom of you want to know the important news.

Literally nothing happened today since it was career day at school but I just wanted to share one thing. I got confessed to.

I went to my fourth period class and I sit next to the new kid and I have literally never interacted with him. He looked at me and asked "Do you want to go to the dance with me?" Dude the dance isn't until May 18. I said no because I have no idea who he is. And then he proceeds to ask me if I know another girl who I'm assuming is on of his friends (or maybe another crush?).

Also a while ago I stole my guy friends hoodie and now all his friend think we're dating. Yesterday and today I wore it but because the guys weren't here they couldn't say anything. I also stole my other guy friends drumsticks. And then my friend asked if I had a crush on him.

Like why does it immediately have to be a crush? Why can't I just be friends with people and steal their stuff? I happened to steal some clay from the art room today too.

(This is what happened at 9:00pm)

So you know how I'm still questioning if I like two people? One of them just fucking confessed!!

So he started off the (text) conversation with "Hey can we talk.." The dots made me nervous but I said yes because he's my friend. We talked for a while and then out of nowhere he says, "I used to like you in 6th or 7th grade before I moved." (He still goes to my school though).

I actually didn't know what to say so I just said "Thank you?"
I AM LITERALLY CRYING
WHY AM I SO DUMB

Anyways he tried to change the subject bc I was uncomfortable but he went straight back to his past crush on me. "I liked you because you were different from other girls" Apparently I'm ~different from other girls~ now.

Later he said, "Do you like anyone?" So I panicked for five minutes. I'm not even joking. Like, I'm still questioning if I like him but he just said that he used to have a crush on me so that just messed with my mind a little.

I put that I'm still questioning and after my intense research, aka just searching on Google on how to respond to someone confessing; I asked him,

"Do you still have a crush on me?" And I kid you not, I fucking screamed when I saw his reply. "Possibly"

THAT MEANS A YES IN MY BOOK. I THINK HE STILL HAS A CRUSH ON ME AND I'M PANICKING BECAUSE I MIGHT HAVE A CRUSH ON HIM TOO!!!

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Edit at 10:00pm:
Ok so I have a group chat with my 'friends' One of them is not really my friend but he's my close friends crush. I don't think he has a crush on him anymore after this.

They both got so angry at us but they won't tell us anything. And you know the guy that gave me his hoodie and the lollipop and 100% had a crush on me? Me and him aren't friends anymore because we were arguing about something so stupid. But he won't even tell me what they're so angry about and I thought of everything I did this past hour. And non of it was what they were angry about??

I'm literally crying so much right now. I thought they were my friends but they got so angry at us for no reason.

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