My venting book + Stories(?)

August 16th, 2024

I think what I'm gonna do now is post these weekly, or try to. Basically every Friday or Saturday or whatever I'll just do a summary of what happened that week (in detail ofc bc I'm a yapper).

So very first day of school was on Wednesday and I found out that people were already talking about me. Probably my looks but I literally heard someone whisper a rumor about me already on the first day of school. VERY FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL and already getting talked about. Y'all obsessed. Like y'all are literally all obsessed with me to the point where you can't leave me alone. I feel like a celebrity at school, whether that be a good or bad thing.

Um Thursday was picture day and mine turned out pretty good. A few weeks ago my cousin that just graduated said he had a friend that goes here and said our personalities would match and I finally met that girl yesterday and she was so chill and cool and pretty. Um but a LOT of people were staring at me yesterday. In my 5th period I sat across from this guy for half the class and he was just staring at me and only me. I was on my phone and he would just stare at me, WITH A SMALL SMILE TOO. And the same thing happened in my 6th period with another guy but he just looked like he was observing me. I cant tell if he was staring in a good or bad way but whatever.

Today I found out that one of my friend's friends had a crush on me bc I was attractive. Sorry if that sentence was confusing-

Anyways I kinda embarrassed myself in my PreAP Geometry class bc my Chromebook died in that class right as I was doing my assignment (and my very first actual assignment the school year) and instead of saying anything bc I have major social anxiety and the class was quiet I just closed my computer and tried logging in on my phone only for the teacher to call me out and I got so flustered but she gave me a charger. Btw my PreAP Geometry class is my 5th period so that guy that was staring at me probably thinks I'm a dumbass now. Idk I'm like overthinking everything but I was so embarrassed for some reason.

Um I told y'all about my classes right? About how one of the chicks that tried ruining my life was in my first period? If I didn't, yeah. Again I'll get into that story with my bullies from last year later but it's gonna be really long.

I'll update this if I suddenly remember anything else that happened but right now I'm planning for my birthday next week (August 25th) and gonna finish my Geometry work.

Edit literally 2 minutes after I posted this:
I tried contacting Cake yesterday and she didn't even read the message so yeah, on good terms x.x
Should I like..send Cake a link to my chapter about her so she can at least understand that part? As much as I would like to still be friends, I'm not gonna put in time and effort that's not gonna be matched. Bc of school I kind of have some more time to be online (in certain classes) so I can at least talk to her more compared to when I was actually busy with my DIY crafts. Idk tho :/

Anyways have a nice day/night and try to survive out there •^•