*PHILS POV*
Dan. Dan is all I think about.
All day. Everyday. Every night.
His beautiful brown hair and his chocolate brown eyes that light up the room when he enters. I'm so worried, and I'm afraid I've said something to scare him off because he hasn't talked to me in five weeks.
I haven't seen him in five weeks.
And you're probably thinking, how if that even possible when you live in the same dorm?
Well, let's just say, he's half spy. He is great at hiding away and sneaking out.
And sometimes I go into his room at 3am and he's not even there. Like tonight, I bet he's out in god knows where.
I walk out the door and slowly enter Dan's dark bedroom door and to my surprise he's sitting on his bed, flushed face and tears rolling down his face.
He notices me and screams, "WHAT!?" Very aggressively. "I-I just- I-" I stutter. I'm suddenly so afraid and I can't function.
He's giving off a really bad vibe.
"WELL, SPIT IT OUT NERD-BOY!" He screams. "Nerd-boy?" I chuckle.
That was a mistake.
He runs up to me and throws me against the wall, his arm to my neck and one arm on my shoulder. "What. Do. You. Want?" He says in an angry yet calm voice. "I was just-just checking up on you." I stutter. "I'm sorry." I feel tears that threaten to fall.
What's gotten into him? Why is he acting this way? "I'm fine, you don't need to check up on me." He grumbles and let's me go, sitting on his bed, putting his head in his hands.
I just stare.
I don't have any idea what just happened and why it happened. "IM SORRY!" Dan yells and runs to me once again. He embraces me and I gasp at the touch. "I'm sorry, I don't know why I held you to the wall, I'm sorry for ignoring you for god only knows how many weeks!" He sobs into the crook of my neck.
I sigh. "It's okay."
"But it's not!" He protests and starts to ramble and my body takes over and I stop his taking and kiss his lips. He kisses back and our lips move in sync for about 5 seconds.
He pulls away with a look of confusion and fury. And he does the last thing I'd ever think he'd do...
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Paranoid - PhanFiction
FanfictionDan Howell has terrible night terrors that don't seem to be subsiding, but when his parents send him off to college in hopes that things get better for him, things only sadly, get horribly worse. *This fic is so cringe worthy. It's a huge mess. It...
