Paranoid - PhanFiction

Paranoid Sequel: Chapter Six

Dan got hit by a car the day Phil left. Andria saw him and didn't give a flying fuck so she left him there to die, she just wanted him because nobody else would make out with her.

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HAHA OK NOT REALLY. APRIL FOOLS. (nobody believed it I assume).

TW; sex, lots of mentions of sex, drugs, alcohol, uncleanliness, hangover, one night stand (hinted),  mentions of death, smoking. if there are anymore, feel free to tell me and I will add it.

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When Dan was finished reading Phil's note, his eyes were filled with tears, so much so his vision was blurry. He wiped his eyes and grabbed things he needs; such as phone charger, his favorite pillow, his favorite book that Phil had gotten him, 'Great Short Works of Edgar Allan Poe' and lastly, some clothes.

He stuffs these items into a backpack and runs to Andria's car. He hops in and she starts up her car, they start to drive. Tears are still falling from Dan's cheek and off from his chin. He's too broken to even wipe them away.

"What happened?" Andria asks, looking at Dan as much as she can as she's driving.

"I don't want to talk about it, Andria." Dan scuffs, crossing his arms.

"Are you okay?" She asked.

"NO!" Dan shouts, startling Andria.

"I  am not okay! I'm fucking awful, I'm horrible!", He yells at the top of his lungs, his voice cracks at the end, "There aren't enough words in my vocabulary to explain how I feel right now."

Andria looks back to the road, regretting that she even asked.

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They arrive to Andria's trailer and go inside. It smells of cat piss and rotten food. Andria wasn't the cleanest, clearly.

The floor was filled with old beer bottles and pills. She also had a box full of drivers licenses that people have left at her house. Why did she keep them and never return them? Dan didn't even want to ask.

Here's a little background on Dan and Andria; they met in high school, they weren't exactly each others friend but they had one another's phone number and would occasionally text or talk on the phone.

So, Andria was missing Dan and she texted him. They met up and went back to Dan's house, got drunk as said before and got caught.

That's really all you need to know of the two.

Since Dan has been staying at Andria's, he's been doing things he knows he shouldn't. He's been getting drunk, smoking, doing drugs, having lots of sex and overall he's just letting himself go.

He hasn't thought of Phil in three days. He's been distracting himself. He isn't happy but at least he isn't thinking about Phil, right?

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Dan wakes up, his head pulsing in pain. Hangover. He feels cold and pulls up the covers, he's naked. He looks over to see a girl. She's got black and purple hair, it's short and messy.

He shivers and spots his sweater on a chair in the corner of the room. He quickly gets out of bed and slips it on, zipping it up. He puts on a pair of boxers, too.

When he's walking out of the room, he catches a glimpse of himself in the mirror. He backs up and stares at himself. He shakes his head.

Black bags hide under his brown eyes that are no longer bright and pretty like they used to be,  he's skinny and looking weak as ever, he's pale and lost all color in his skin. His eyes look like they are struggling to even stay open.

Dan has never looked so bad and, he's never felt so miserable in his whole life.

He walks out of the room to find Andria also naked, sleeping on the couch with a girl, who is only wearing underwear and a bra. He shakes his head. He can't be here anymore, it stinks, everybody here is so unclean, he doesn't feel safe and this isn't  the way he wants to live his life.

He feels dead and honestly, he wishes he was right now.

A world without Phil, is a world he doesn't want to live in.