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Dan's train of thought was interrupted.
"DAN!"
Dan hears a shout of his name from behind, looks back and smiles.
"Please, don't go." Phil says.
"Is that what you want me to do, stay?" Dan asks, sincerity in his eyes.
Phil nods quickly, he starts to cry.
Dan drops his bags and runs to Phil, hugging him tight, tightest he has in a long time. The hug is warm, not like any of those cold ones they exchanged over the years. This hug was weirdly different, it didn't seem... broken?
It felt real, and that's what both of the boys wanted, wanted for so long.
"I love you so much, please, let's be honest with each other, let's be loyal." Phil cries into Dan's shoulder.
"All I want to do is love you", Dan sobs, "I want to make you happy, I want to be the reason you smile."
The two cry harder than they have in so, so long.
No matter how much they go through, in the end they are so incredibly in love.
After Dan and Phil's sob-fest Phil kisses Dan on the lips.
He missed the taste, he missed the feeling.
He missed Dan, Dan from the first day they had ever met. Happy.
When Phil kissed Dan, it made him feel human again. He felt bright, he felt so many emotions.
He missed this.
Dan also missed Phil from the first day they met. Cheerful.
Both of them knew that they were getting better, they would cure each other because they've seen hell but, they've also seen heaven. That heaven is looking into each other's eyes, being able to read one another like a book. Having that connection with someone, that you can't have with anybody else, being able to see a future with the person you love is fucking heaven.
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Paranoid - PhanFiction
FanfictionDan Howell has terrible night terrors that don't seem to be subsiding, but when his parents send him off to college in hopes that things get better for him, things only sadly, get horribly worse. *This fic is so cringe worthy. It's a huge mess. It...
