*DANS POV*
My fist clench and I bolted forward, taking a hold of the back of Chris' collar. "WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!" I shouted as he laughed like a crazy person.
I punched him in the jaw which caused more laughter to escape his mouth and I punched his face over and over.
"Stop, Dan stop it!" Phil shouted but was too afraid to actually help Chris.
"Shut up." I growled and continued my attack on the useless idiot in front of me. "What" I punched him in the neck, "Do" I kneed him in the groin "You" I slapped him in the face, "Think you're" I threw him on the ground, "Doing with" I stomped on his stomach "My boyfriend."
He made like he was going to say something but nothing came from his bleeding lips.
I chuckled, evil in my tone, but then turned to see Phil in the corner of the room with hands covering his mouth, breathing heavily and tears streaming down his gorgeous face, looking shocked and terrified, that's when I realized what I'd done.
I looked down at my blood soaked shirt which used to be a light purple and looked back to Chris.
I felt a sudden guilt that I'd never felt before and fear that I never thought was possible and I fell to the floor, shaking and sobbing.
I saw Phil run my way and reached for him but he ran right passed me and wrapped his arms around Chris.
Oh.
You wanna play that game?
I sobbed Pj's name and Phil looked to me, confusion and fury boiling in the blue of his eyes. "I want Pj!" I cried loudly and stood up, calling Pj and asking him to pick me up, which he did.
I didn't tell him why I asked for him to pick me up but I think he sensed something was wrong.
As Peej was on his way Phil tried to keep Chris awake. "Hand me the phone." Phil said.
"Am I going to Jail?" I asked as I slowly handed him the phone. "Most likely." He snarled and dialed the police.
Phil hates me now and I have no one...
I heard at knock at the door, causing me to jump a little and make my way to it and open it. "What's wrong?" Pj asked as I jumped into his arms. "Pj... I love you." I cried, blocking the two in the living room.
"But-but I'm with Chris... And your with Phil." He said, unsure. "I came out and saw Chris all over Phil, Phil and I are done." I growled. "The-they were kissing?!" He shouted. "Hurts.. Right?" I said blankly. "I'm so sorry." He said and hugged me. "Don't worry, I beat Chris up." I sighed. "You beat him? Oh my gosh, he's okay right?" He pulls away, "I-uh-" I was cut off by Phil.
"No! Chris isn't okay!" He shouted loudly.
"He called the police, we need to go." I said and pushed him out of the door frame and we ran, hand in hand to his car.
"What are you going to do about the police? Their gonna find you, y'know.." He mumbled the last part. "I don't know.." I sighed, shame and guilt obviously in my voice. "I didn't mean for this to happen.." I choked. "I just saw them kissing and snapped." I cried.
"I never wanted this to happen again..." I shouted and kicked whatever was in sight.
"I'm sorry that this happened, but I'm always here for you." He assured me and I turned to him.
His green eyes locked with my brown ones as he leaned in, me doing the same and stopping when I realized what was about to happen. "If we do that we're no better than Chris and Phil..." I sighed. "Hey, we already kissed before they kissed." He said, starting up the car. "Yeah, but it didn't mean anything." I sighed and he stiffens and we leave the collage grounds.
What all of this really happening?
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Paranoid - PhanFiction
FanfictionDan Howell has terrible night terrors that don't seem to be subsiding, but when his parents send him off to college in hopes that things get better for him, things only sadly, get horribly worse. *This fic is so cringe worthy. It's a huge mess. It...
