Paranoid - PhanFiction

Chapter #47

*PHILS POV*

*3 years later*

"You finally did it." I kept saying in my head, over and over. I finally graduated college.

I smiled as I got into my car after the great graduation party my family threw for me.

I drove back to my apartment that I got a year ago and sighed as I walked in.

What a relief.

I was so proud of myself. I was the most happiest I've ever been.

Since I was free, I thought I'd go to the old Starbucks that Dan and I used to go to every now and then.

I still talked to him once and a while, even if he's not listening, I still talk to him.

I got into my car and drove to the Starbucks.

I parked and walked in and grabbed a drink.

I sat in a booth and looked through my tumblr dashboard on my phone, chuckling at a cute bear gif.

I heard the door open but ignored it.

After looking through two more posts, I glanced up and looked back down at my phone but instantly jerked my head back up.

I looked up so quickly that I think I pulled a muscle in my neck.

Dan?

Could it be?

"That's not Dan standing in front of you, you're just imaging things again." I whispered ever so quietly to myself.

I sometimes would image Chris still being alive so I thought I was doing the same with Dan.

I kept my head down, pretending to text someone when really I was just avoiding the man who looked just like my Dan who died; THREE YEARS AGO.

And when I looked up, he wasn't there anymore.

I'm not going to lie, I really was hoping it was him. But I know that couldn't be.