⬩My Fire⬩Lorenzo Berkshire x Reader

⬩STAYING OR GOING⬩

I got another letter from my Aunt Narcissa in my hands debating whether I wanted to open it,

"Y/n are you going to open it?" asked Draco as we sat in the common room

"I am still deciding," I said quietly

"Well if you join us for Christmas you can see if you want to live with us," said Mattheo tapping my knee from his chair

I took a deep breathe and opened the letter

Dear Y/n, 

I truly was not expecting you letter to be so formal Y/n. Please call me Aunt Narcissa, Cissy, or Narcissa. I expect you probably wanted to sound more formal as I did write to you in such a formal way but you don't have to. I am writing to you now on how I will write to you any other day. 

I am so glad you also want to meet me as well. I hope school has been going well for you and your back from the troll attack is better. 

I would like to extend an invitation out to you to join our family for the holidays. We are aware that our beliefs may not align with yours, and we wholeheartedly acknowledge and respect that fact, as we were not the ones who raised you. This choice is up to you either way we will be sending you presents. 

Please consider our invitation to christmas though we understand if this is a lot for you. You are part of a noble lineage, and it is time you embraced the world that was always meant to be yours.

Yours sincerely,
Narcissa Malfoy

I read the letter again, then once more. 

 Could I really just walk into their lives now, after years of being an outsider? She did seem to want me to join them almost as if she longed to have a niece'' but the way she wrote seemed more like a daughter. 

With a deep breath, I tucked the letter into my robes. 

I looked up at Draco and Mattheo as they were helping me decide if I wanted to stay at Hogwarts for christmas or go to the Manor,"Would you two be okay with me going to---"

"Yes," they said in unison before I could finish my sentence.

I smiled knowing I had at least them that wanted me there"You know what. . .I'll visit the Manor and if I don't like it I will just return to the orphanage," I said unsure about my decision

"You won't regret it," said Tom walking up and sitting down on the couch,"Draco write to your mother," he demanded

"I will later," said Draco running his hand over his hair and not being able to get it through. His slick back platinum hair covered in gel

"You know you'd look cuter if your hair wasn't covered in gel," I said poking his hair which was rock hard

Draco rolled his eyes,"I like it like this,"

"Whatever,"I rolled my eyes

I felt a tap on my head and looked up at Enzo,"Have you decided what your going to do for Christmas?"

"I have. I am going to the Manor to see if I like it," I said to him

"I hope you enjoy it," Enzo smiled

There was a sound of thunder outside and I jumped. Everyone looked at me weird. 

"Sorry I hate thunder. I always have," I told them 

"It might be because I think the day Narcisaa took you it was thundering and raining," said Tom

I nodded agreeing. 

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I headed upstairs to my dorm. We would be leaving in 5 days. After I was almost packed I headed to dinner. I wasn't paying attention to were I was going as I was looking at my phone playing a game when I ran into someone.