⬩My Fire⬩Lorenzo Berkshire x Reader

⬩SLOT⬩

TW: Talks of prostitution (Selling someone's body)

I scrubbed my body from my last visit to the Nott Manor. I now know what Uncle Lucius was saying by slots. Christopher sells my body to men he works with the at ministry or to death eaters and I feel disgusting. I have been getting flashbacks of what cornfoot did to me, but this is actually happening. My anxiety is worse than it has been in years, and I can barely control it. Lucius managed to buy out the slot of these past two weekend. I am grateful for him doing that for me. He wears his death eater mask and outfit when he comes over. We sit in the bedroom talking which helps or sometimes just in silence.

I signed up for the talent show to sing and at the end Midnight will give all of my friends a letter explaining everything. I pushed my blonde hair to my back before taking a few painkillers hoping to numb the pain of everything going on. I walked out of my room after making sure midnight was set. It crazy how smart my cat is.

I headed out of the common room. I saw Lorenzo and Mattheo talking as I walked past them. Lorenzo looked at me. His brown eyes filled with worry. I really wish he would move on because I can't keep doing this. Him saying he will wait for me when there is nothing to wait for. Narcissa and Tom have been trying to find a potion or create one that will help me out of this, but nothing works.

I turned my head to see Lorenzo and Mattheo following me to the Great Hall. I sighed looking forward when someone walked beside me. I turned my head to see Jorge, "Hey Y/n," he smiled at me

I nodded not saying anything. He started to talk, "I was wondering if your able to help me with Charms? I know you have a lot going on, but I need help,"

"Yeah, I can," I looked at him while nodding, "This Thursday in the library?" I asked

He nodded and smiled.

Lorenzo Pov

Y/n almost smiled while talking to Jorge I knew she was fighting it. She seems so drained lately and afraid to even be around people. I just wish she would open up and tell me what is wrong so I can help her. I send her daisies every week to let her know I am there for her. Every single weekend she leaves right after her last class on Friday. She goes to Snapes office, and she returns late Sunday night, tired and a mess. She normally drinks the rest of the night. 

"I'm going to catch up with Y/n," Mattheo spoke before heading to Y/n. I let him go because I knew Y/n didn't want me around and it broke my heart. I just want to hold her in my arms and kiss her. To feel her body against mine again. 

Mattheo walked with Y/n to the front of the Great Hall. Mattheo stopped Y/n, and she nodded telling him something. Mattheo nodded and told her something. She headed into the back room for the talent show. 

I felt a pull on my sleeve, "Enzo sit down," said Lauryn. I sat next to my little sister who turned to talk to Astoria. I turned to my friends

"You guys ready for the apparition test next weekend?" asked Theodore 

"Not really," said Mattheo sitting down

"I aint even old enough to do the apparition test," said Draco scoffing

"Yeah, but you'll be old enough during the summer, "said Mattheo

Draco shrugged and went back to his phone. Our friend group hasn't been the same without Y/n. Just like third year when she was love potioned we slowly broke apart, but this is different. She is doing something on her choice, and she won't let us...me help her. 

The talent show started, and it was very funny to watch. Some third year tried to juggle and failed. A few second years tried to do some flips but ended up getting hurt. They called Y/ns name, and she walked out swallowing something as she carried a guitar and a seat.