⬩My Fire⬩Lorenzo Berkshire x Reader

⬩COMFORT⬩

I got dressed in what I have to wear on the nights of the slots. A red laced bra with flowers along it connected to a choker. The underwear is a thong. A garter belt which rested on my hips and connected to my thighs. I covered myself with a robe. 

 I tried catching my breathe from having the argument with Christopher. Tears were rolling down my cheek as I held onto the window frame. I need to kill him. I've always dream of being a mother. But a mother to Lorenzos kids no one else's. Midnight sat in front of me rubbing her head against my forearm. I scratched behind her ears as my door opened. 

I turned around to see Christopher glaring at me looking like he could kill me, "I will not have you speak to me the way you did," he walked up to me and grabbed my hair before I could say anything, "I will end the slots, but you will be here every weekend during school and in the bed. Understand?" 

"Yes," I gulped feeling bile in my throat. 

"You will never carry my child and if you do, I will kill you," 

I nodded as my body shook in fear. I am on birth control but that can only do so much. I've used a spell to clean my insides out just in case. His grip tightened around my hair as he pulled me towards to bed. He turned me around took the robe off before looking at my body in disgust, "The only thing you will ever be good for is a good fuck. No one wants a fat ass bitch like you. You are lucky that I even want you," 

"Lorenzo Berkshire wants me," I sneered. A sharp sting went across my face as I gasped. He shoved me onto the bed roughly. I shin hit the bedframe as I gasped moving more onto the bed trying to get away from him. He grabbed my hair forcing me to go near the headboard. He grabbed my hand handcuffing them to the bed before he placed the bandana. I felt headphones on my ears blasting music. This is the position I have to be in every single slot. I tried to figure out where he is at since I have lost my sight, hearing and the ability to touch things with my hands. My breathe caught in my throat as my blood was pumping in my ears as my anxiety spiked every second. 

I have no clue how long I laid on the bed, but I felt a hand on my knee making me move away from its touch not knowing if it was Christopher or Lorenzo. The hands pulled off the headphones, "It's me fire," Lorenzo said lowly. I took a deep breath as my vision came back. Lorenzo looked at my body biting his lip playing with the bands of the lingerie. 

'Fuck how did I get so lucky with this goddess. She is gorgeous every time I see her,' I heard him think. I bit back a smile. I try not to go into his mind but sometimes I can't help myself. I watched as Lorenzo uncuffed my hands letting me rub them as he took off his cloak. I sat up covering myself with the blanket. 

Lorenzo sat down on the bed pulling me to his chest as tears rolled down my cheeks. His hands massaged my scalp as I cried into his chest, "Theo texted me telling me what happened," he whispered into my temple kissing it, "It's good that Mr. Nott will stop the slots," 

I nodded, "But now I have to be his sex slave," I mumbled, "He said the only thing I am good enough for is sex," 

"You know that's not true,"

"But what if it is? What if that's all I am good for," 

"You are going to do powerful things once he is dead. You will go on a live a life where you will help children become better and learn better," Lorenzo held me tightly as I couldn't breathe. I grabbed his shirt looking up at him. He brushed my hair out of my face, "Hey, I know you hate being like that with him. But it is better than having other men touch you," he said trying to look on the bright side. 'I hate how he is tearing her down. She was just getting confident in her own skin and now she's so broken but acts like she is okay. I want to prove to her that she is worth way more than just sex. Every day I see her it feels like heaven because she is my heaven," 

I nodded wiping my palm against my nose. I sat up bringing my knees to my chest laying my cheek on them looking at him. He brushed my hair out of the way looking at me.  

"I can't believe this is my life now," I mumbled, "Having to be married to that god-awful man and having to sneak around to see you. Trying to be brave as he beats and hurts me," 

"I know fire," he looked at me pulling me to him as he flopped down. I squealed laying down on his chest looking up at him, "Let's not think of him," 

He pulled me up so my lips would meet his. I climb on top of him sitting up as his hands rested on my hips. I pulled away from his lips, "I'm sorry. I just can't,"

"I wasn't planning on it unless you wanted to. Let's watch a tv show? We only got 40 minutes left," 

I nodded smiling at him. He handed me one of his shirts he gave me. We cuddled together at the head of the bed as we decided on what show we wanted to watch. We decided to put on FRIENDS. Pheobe and Chandler, my favorite characters. Pheobe is so chaotic and fun but when it comes down to it, she is always there for her friends. Chandler can make me laugh even when I feel down in the dumps and not wanting to do anything. 

Lorenzos fingers drew circles on my waist holding me tightly as his chin rested on my shoulder. I leaned close to him feeling comfortable and safe. I turned my head towards him and kissed his cheek, "Thank you," 

He turned to me, "Of course baby. I love you," 

"I love you more,"