My Alpha and Beta

Ch. 45 - Love

Jax POV

She grabbed my hand and said those three words. They're just words, words I knew she already felt, but hearing them, seeing how deeply she meant it in her eyes, had my insides filling to the brim with pride and joy.

I had no family left in this world but Liam. I loved him with all my heart, always have, but we didn't speak of how we felt. Liam was so closed off to me that I had to take comfort in the small actions he showed me of his love.

I don't know if it's because he is a man and Riley a woman, or if it's just that Liam is an asshole, but with Riley, our love was softer, sweeter.

She always had a strong personality that made others drawn to her and it gave me this hope of family. Riley was a woman that would fight for what she wanted, what her family needed. I knew she would be a perfect mate at my side and an amazing mother to so many of our children.

I slowly undressed my gorgeous mate, taking my time to run my fingertips over her soft skin. Her breast were a little more than a handful, but full and perky as they filled with milk. It was odd how incredibly turned on that made me. Her body growing, changing to create and provide for our pup.

I massaged her breast lightly, thinking how she would nurse our children with food her own body made for them. I was never much of boob man before, but Riley's were these two perfect mounds I couldn't get enough of. I lifted her body on the sink counter and my mouth latched on to her right breast. I was gentle with her, knowing she was sore and tired.

"Jax!" She moaned my name as her fingers brushed threw my hair. Her body felt amazing and I needed every part of her.

I pulled my head back to look at one breast wet and hard and the other perky with a need to be teased. I smiled, leaning down to take her left breast in my mouth to suck and lick. Goddess, I could play with her all night.

"Your body drives me crazy, beautiful."

She bit her lip and looked to me with tired eyes. She needed to rest, but she always needed to be satisfied.

"Jax, I need you. Every second of the day I need you."

"I'm yours to take anytime you want, baby." I kissed her passionately as she wrapped her legs around my waist. She swayed her hips over my sweat pants, moaning in need that I so desperately wanted to give to her.

Her hands lifted my shirt over my head, then ran her fingers over my hard chest. I watched her longingly. She was right here, in my arms, but I needed more, she needed more.

"It feels off without Liam. I know, beautiful." I said the unspoken words that lingered constantly between us.

"It does, but I still want you. I still need you." She looked to me with sadness. We did both want each other, even if Liam wasn't here with us, it just didn't feel complete.

I picked her up from the sink and gently laid her to the bed. She needed to be worshipped, to feel loved and protected. I removed my pants and laid between her legs with my body slightly to one side. My hand roamed over the small baby bump her body carried. I already loved this child more than I can express.

"I want so many children with you, Riley."

Her eyes widened to me at the thought and I chuckled. "Did you think this would be the only child you will bare for your Alpha and Beta."

"Don't I get a say in how many children my body will carry?" She gave me a pointed look, but I knew she wasn't really upset.

"No!" I said with all seriousness then leaned over her and kissed her with a deep hunger. She was mine, always mine.