My Alpha and Beta

Ch. 25 - New Life

Riley POV

My body ached from head to toe as I slowly stretched waking from what felt like days of sleep. I moaned gently, trying to force my eyes open when last night came rushing back to me.

I shot up from my bed, cursing at the pain that radiated through me from the movement. "What in the actual fuck?"

My arms were limp, legs mush, throat raspy, and my pussy... Oh my god, my pussy had the most delicious soreness. I slowly peeled the covers off, forcing one foot in front of the other. I needed a shower, then a very long bath.

Once my body was cleaned I sank deep into the hot water, letting the salts coat every ache I felt. That's when I realized I was in my apartment. "How the fuck did I end up here?" I shouted to myself.

I got out of the tub needing to get dressed and probably get to work. It should be Friday and god knows what time it is.

My phone was plugged in on my night stand and I was thankful for whoever tucked me in last night that they plugged it in. My face heated at the thought of Jax or Liam carrying my naked body home. Liam ripped my dress into shreds so I had no clothes. God, I hope no one saw me. I don't think I can ever show my face in that office again.

I click on my phone and there was one message.

Good morning gorgeous. You did amazing work last night and deserve the day off. Don't worry, Brandon will handle your accounts. See you Monday.

I knew from the endearment "gorgeous" that it was Liam that sent me the message. I saved his number under "sexy bully" then fell back to my bed. I didn't want to take the day off, but my body was tired. I needed to rest and really didn't want to explain why I had a hitch to my step from my aching core.

Those two men stretched and fucked me hard last night. I should feel ashamed how they used me, maybe even a little dirty, but I couldn't find it. I loved submitting to them and I loved how they desired me even more.

I stayed in bed all day contemplating what I was doing with my life. I can't have both of them. Eventually, this would all blow up in my face. They were best friends and owned the company together. I doubt they would have any fall out when this ended, but me, I would lose everything, again.

I felt so used and objectified after everything with Darrell in New York, yet here I craved it from Liam and Jax. I know the big difference is that they didn't try to force themselves on me.

A few times I did tell Liam no, which he backed off, but I also teased and begged him other times. I liked our game of cat and mouse, and I loved becoming Ruby, his slut that obeyed his every command.

As dominating as Liam was, he still respected me. He knew when it was too much and didn't push me too far. I loved how he watched my body language, testing how far he could push me, but also cautious to not push me too far or too fast.

My face blushed remembering how they wanted to take me in the ass. I didn't protest, but they knew I couldn't handle them like that. Either of their massive cocks would had torn through me, leaving me in pain for days.

I never thought of having someone like that before, but remembering how Jax's thick fingers plunged in and out, then scissored my hole so I could get use to the feeling had my mind wondering how it would feel having one of them behind me. Taking another part of me for their pleasure.

I was lost in a lustful haze thinking about how these two men could own my body again. I wanted them so badly and I had no idea why. It was just sex, really good sex, but that's it. Was I so attracted to them that I couldn't resist being reckless by taking two best friends at the same time.

My phone vibrated beneath me making me jump. Fuck, I got so lost in my mind for those two.

"Hi dad!" I spoke cheerfully, but there was a tiredness in my tone.

"Hi Ri baby. Everything ok? You sound down."

"Everything is perfect. I'm just a little sick."

"Sick? You never been sick. What is wrong?" My father's voice was filled with concern.

Come to think about it, I have never been sick before. Everyone got sick at one time or another, right?

"I'm just tired. It's been a bit overwhelming at work and I just need to rest some. Nothing to worry about. How are you feeling?"

He gave me a sigh not completely believing me, but I was telling him the truth. Liam and Jax overwhelmed my body until I passed out at work. I didn't need to elaborate how they did that.

"I'm feeling a little weak. Monday I'll start my new treatment. Everything should better soon. I can't wait to see you and all your new friends. I'm so proud of you."

"Thank you dad. I wish you would let me come there. I hate that I won't be able to see or talk to you for two weeks. Please make sure Mildred sends me updates. She can just text if talking to me is too hard for her to bare."

"Don't worry about her. She will do as she's told. Mildred would be a fool to upset me, especially after I'm all better." My dad's voice was laced with anger and I heard Mildred grunt in the background.

"Ok, I will hold her to that." I giggled.

My father could be a scary man, but he never evoked a shred of fear in me. I knew he would move mountains to simply bring a smile to my face.

We chatted for hours and I was filled with so much hope. The next two weeks would be hard. I couldn't bring myself to even think about losing him. No matter how messed up my life was, I always had my father. One person to love me unconditionally and it was enough.

"Ok princess, I will call you before I go in Monday, but promise me you won't worry. Even if the treatment doesn't work, which I believe it will, I'll still be here with you."

"Ok, I promise." That was a total lie, but I needed to be strong for him.

"I think your life in Seattle has been good for you. I can hear the confidence and maybe a little bit of happiness in your voice more and more everyday. I'll talk to you soon. Love you!"

"Love you too."

The second the phone went dead tears fell from my eyes. He was right that I was stronger ever since moving here. I felt more balanced and at peace, despite the weird and very messed up relationship I had with my bosses.

Helping all these people with their businesses, making a new friend with Brandon, and having this odd support from Liam and Jax made me feel like I might actually belong here. No matter how much I was finding a home here though, it still felt incomplete without my father.