Chapter 20

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We got back into the Mustang and Harry drove us towards home.  The sun felt so good and the fresh air was exhilarating not to mention the extracurricular activities Harry and I had just enjoyed.  I was a happy girl with a happy supplier and a happy man next to me driving through sunny California.  I had taken off my cap and let my hair blow in the wind as we were driving.  My eyes were closed and just enjoying the ride back.  I guess I must have looked pretty content because I felt Harry's hand gently touch my cheek.

I smiled and pressed my face into his palm looking over at him.  He had on his sunglasses and while I couldn't see his eyes, I could see the beautiful smile on his lips and knew that was clearly in his hidden eyes.  I pushed my sunglasses up over my hair.

"Harry, I hope you had fun today."

"Of course I did, I got to spend time with you.  What's not to enjoy.  What are you really trying to say babe?"  He could read me so well. I just didn't understand how he could get all that from seven little words.

"I really am sorry I pushed you out there.  If we are being honest, then I have to tell you, when I bent over at the first hole and you walked up behind me?"

"Yeah?" he asked

"Well, I could tell how much you wanted me when I was pressed up against you.  I was already getting worked up too.  I shouldn't have been such a tease and bitch to you.   This isn't something I do all the time.  You bring out a side of me that I don't entirely know.  What I did out there was mean and you've done nothing but been so good to me.  Do you forgive me?" I felt the tear in the corner of my eye.  Damn it, this wasn't supposed to happen.  I went to turn away but Harry gently turned my head under my chin and kept me looking at him.

"Oh baby, don't cry.  I'm not upset and I wasn't upset out there.  Frustrated yes, but in a good way and I'll admit, I haven't had a woman work me up so quickly and so thoroughly.  You keep up with me and keep me on my toes.  I love that about you."

"I'm so sorry Harry I really am....this is....don't know where this is coming from" and I went to wipe the tear still in the corner of my eye.

He took his thumb and wiped it before I could.

He pulled over in a parking lot off Sunset and pulled me over to him and held me tightly to his chest.

"Babe, you are so one of a kind and I still can't believe you are here with me.  I don't know what you have done to me and I don't care.  All I know is I have some very strong feelings for you and I have to believe you feel them too.  This isn't just physical.  There is an emotional thing between us and I want to pursue this."  He spoke into my hair.

I pulled back a bit and looked at him.  He had pushed his sunglasses up and secured them on his head.  I could see his eyes.  There was nothing but honesty in them.

"Really?  You want to pursue this with me?  It's only been a few days...I ... can't..." I began.

"What?  You can't what?" he looked frozen and scared.

"I can't believe you want to pursue this thing between us.  I thought I was just imagining things." I stammered.

I could see he had been holding his breath as at the end of my sentence he let out a deep breath.

"You know how to scare the shit out of someone, you know that?" he said. 

"What do you mean?" I asked.  Then I realized how my sentence had stopped and started.  I slapped my forehead with hand.  Oh God, I really am stupid.

"Oh God, Harry, I am so stupid and terrible at this.  I wasn't trying to reject you, just couldn't believe you were feeling the same way." I tried to explain.

"Shut up and kiss me you bitch..." he smiled and kissed me.


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