wonderwall (Septiplier)

sixty five

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'From the first hello, yeah, that's all it took and suddenly we had each other and I won't leave you' - Nathan Sykes over and over again

I woke up to Mark dashing round the bedroom, he startled me at first but when I realised who it was I felt a wave of relief.

"What are you doing?" I mumbled, watching him closely.

"I was just looking for my wallet, I was going to buy you some breakfast but I don't know where I put it." I sighed and shuffled so I was sat upright,

"You don't need to buy me breakfast,"

"I do, I've been so awful to you and I need to fix it." I shook my head at him and brushed my messy fringe out of my face,

"Money doesn't fix things Mark, we need to talk about it." He stopped searching and turned to me, taking his bottom lip in between his teeth.

"I'm not trying to buy forgiveness, I just want to make you feel happier, you don't know how much it's hurting me." I raised my eyebrow at him,

"It's hurting me too Mark, we're going through this together. I want you to stop making the mistakes and hurting me, you know the consequences." I said sadly, he pouted as he looked at me before climbing onto the bed and crawling over to me, stopping with our faces inches apart.

"Angel, you know I've never wanted to hurt you and I'm sick of making these silly mistakes, I just want - I just want us to go back to the way we were in the beginning." I nodded, brushing my nose slightly with his.

"I want that too," I whispered, he rested his bum on the back of his legs and cupped my face in his hands before kissing me softly.

"We can make this work, but only if you're willing to try again. You promised me that if you felt like you weren't coping with this relationship, we'd end it and go back to our old ways." I lowered my head slightly, remembering my promise. He was right, i hadn't been feeling the way I should in a relationship. There were days where I just wanted to pack up and move back to Ireland, forgetting all of this and leaving it in the past.

"Sean?" I glanced up at Mark and leant forward, stroking his face softly.

"I - I don't know how I feel Mark." His facial expression changed into a pretty concerned one before he slowly shook his head.

"You - you don't have to say anything yet, please don't do it. Just don't say anything yet, if you need some time away from me to figure out how you're feeling then please take it." I placed my hands on my lap and looked down at them as I picked at my joggers, did I need the time alone or?

"If you need to go and see Daithi then that's okay, but without worrying you, we have PAX in a week so you might want to start preparing." Mark said, leaning over and kissing my forehead I looked at Mark before sighing and falling to the left, curling up in a ball and sighing.

"I have so much to do and no time," I whimpered, I heard Mark mumble an 'aw' as he placed his hand on my thigh.

"Hey, baby, if you need me to do anything then you know I'm here." I nodded and watched as Mark got up from the bed and dug around in the drawer of his bedside table, eventually finding his wallet and shoving it into his back pocket.

"I'm going to get that breakfast now, if you need me call me." I nodded as he walked out of the room, the sound of the front door opening and and shutting was heard in the difference. I lay down for a while and contemplated my life currently.

I yawned before realising that I should probably get up and record some videos for tomorrow, as well as preparing for PAX. I forced myself out of bed and marched over to my recording room, grabbing one of Mark's hoodies along the way and pulling it on. I sat down in front of my computer and decided to play Mad Max, making a few noises to warm my voice up before turning the camera on and starting my recording.

Around twenty minutes later I heard the door open and Mark wandering round the house, so I rounded off my recording and joined him at the table to eat our breakfast. I smiled as he slid a box over to me, alongside a hot chocolate. I opened the box and inhaled the sweet scent of my pancakes, I hadn't had pancakes in so long so this was definitely a treat.

I looked back and forth between Mark and my food, there was an uncomfortable silence and neither of us wanted to break it.

"So how did the recording go?" Mark asked, taking a sip of his drink.

"Yeah - yeah, it was good." The uncomfortable silence fell upon us again, this morning wasn't going how I expected but what could I do. We finished our breakfast, Mark placing his rubbish in the bin before rubbing his hands and looking over at me.

"So I'm going to record my videos now," he announced, I nodded at him and he forced a smile before leaving the room. I rolled my eyes and brushed my hand through my messy hair, I was definitely liking this green hair.

I finished eating too and made my way back to my recording room, deciding to tweet out and remind the people of Twitter that I was going to PAX.

Jack_Septic_Eye: just one week to go until PAX! can't wait to meet lots of you guys there :)

I looked through the floods of responses and liked a few that were saying they were excited to meet me too, before deciding on doing a short tweet spree. I scrolled until I landed on a question from @KrissyLovesMark which read 'Jack! Are you gonna end the Reading Your Comments series? :P'

I clicked the reply button and tweeted her back,

Jack_Septic_Eye: @KrissyLovesMark never!!

I moved onto the next question,

@jesspettit97: JAAAAAAAAAAAAACK!! would you ever come to Florida for a convention of Mark Bob and Wade went? I want to meet u!

I hit reply,

Jack_Septic_Eye: @jesspettit97 of course I would! I'm hoping to go to a lot more places :D

I continued looking and smiled as I landed on a familiar Twitter users question,

@dddEATHbbbAT : when did ya notice you absolutely LOVED cookies and cake? :D

I chuckled at the question before writing a response to them,

Jack_Septic_Eye: @dddEATHbbbAT since I came out of the womb!!

I answered a few more questions with silly responses before closing down Twitter and returning back to YouTube, if I wanted to make it to PAX and still have videos uploaded whilst I was gone, I needed to get a move on.

I worked hard on the videos for around five hours straight, recording and editing, rendering and scheduled uploading - nobody ever said this was an easy job. I was distracted from editing a thumbnail by a knock on my door, I span round in my chair and smiled as Mark popped his head round the door.

"Hey, I'm going to grab dinner with Wade if you want me to get you anything?" I shook my head,

"No, thank you." I said politely, he nodded and walked away, closing the door behind him. I turned back round in my seat and groaned, the tension was killing me. Why was there tension?

Sean and Mark, big spoon and little spoon, Cosmo and Wanda - everything sounded right together, so why did it feel so wrong?

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I'm so so sorry for how bad this chapter is, I've got writers block but I really needed to update and ugh I apologise

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