wonderwall (Septiplier)

thirteen

Jackaboy: It sucks without you here 😟✨

Markimoo: I miss being there, it was kind of fun randomly being woken up by you complaining 😉 but seriously I miss you man ✨

Jackaboy: I still feel really bad about that, sorry 😟 You helped me a lot though and I miss you too ✨

Markimoo: Stop apologising Sean! It was okay, honestly. I'm glad I helped you because I know that you're strong and you can do it. You just need to learn to believe in yourself, I definitely do 😊✨

Jackaboy: I don't feel strong though 😕 every time I think I'm getting better, I remember something and just go back downhill again. This is why I need you here, you keep me strong ✨

Markimoo: I wish I could be there to help you but stop saying you can't do it. You can and you will, okay? I believe in you, your family do and most importantly, the viewers do. They're all being really supportive, now is the time to show them that you still care. When are you thinking of uploading again? ✨

Jackaboy: Me too 😟 and okay, thank you. You're the only person that's really tried to get me back on my feet, everybody else has told me that I can stop if I really want to. And of course I still care, it's just hard you know? I'm thinking of uploading a come back video within the next two weeks, I can't keep hiding ✨

Markimoo: I don't want you to give up on your channel and stop making videos because I know how much it means to you, and I know how much you mean to the fans. They need you and your videos whenever they feel alone or just want to see you smiling, so bring it back and show them that you've not forgotten about them. You have to thank me of course 😉✨

Jackaboy: It means the world to me and so do they, it breaks my heart when they tweet me things like I know I don't matter but or you probably won't see this but. Because I see it all and I want them all to know that I care, I'll deffo be back soon! + You'll get the biggest dedication from me 😉✨

As I waited for Mark to reply, I continued to scroll on Twitter. Favouriting the odd tweet and letting people know that I am still here. I smiled as I landed on some septipler fan art, it was a drawing of me and Mark lay on a sofa cuddling. I saved it and decided to tweet it out to Mark,

@Jack_Septic_Eye - @markiplier have you seen this? It's a pretty accurately representation isn't it, big spoon?

I laughed as I hit send, within seconds Mark had replied.

@markiplier - @Jack_Septic_Eye so cute little spoon!! It's pretty accurate.

I had a quick look at the responses coming through and couldn't help but smile, people were going crazy about septiplier, but we're just best friends. I clicked off Twitter as my phone vibrated,

Markimoo: just waiting on the fanfiction now 😉✨

Jackaboy: It's my bedtime reading, we had to encourage them 😉✨

Markimoo: oh so you read up on us, eh? 😉✨

Jackaboy: pfft of course not markimoo 😉✨

Markimoo: I know you struggle to ignore the smut 😉✨

Jackaboy: yeah clearly! you would know 😉✨

Markimoo: all your secrets have been exposed 😉 I'll be back in about twenty minutes, try not to miss me ✨

Jackaboy: too late 😟✨

I clicked off my messages and decided to scroll on tumblr, I hadn't been on there in a while so it was time to reblog a few things. I was amazed at some of the fan art I saw as I scrolled, my viewers had fantastic talent, they were so creative. Even the septiplier fan art was incredible, so of course I had to reblog some. I stopped scrolling when I found a post from a fan account for Mark,

lolurnotseanmcloughlin: I just want to write a little post for Mark because he really deserves it. We all know that Sean has been going through a really tough time at the minute and he's opened up to Mark who has helped and guided him throughout it all. We all experienced Sean breaking down in that video and it broke all of our hearts, but Mark travelled all that way to help Sean and fix everything that's gone wrong. He didn't have to go, but he did. And I think he's absolutely incredible for doing that, it's obvious how much Mark cares about Sean and vice versa and we all know that Sean having Mark there made everything better. Sean was smiling so much in the vlogs and that's all I wanted to see, a REAL smile. Not a forced one. It was Mark that got him back happy and smiling again and that means the absolute world to me, I couldn't think about Sean being upset without wanting to cry. So knowing that his best friend flew out to see him and help him get better really warms my heart. Sean would still be a mess if Mark hadn't of gone to Ireland, so we owe the biggest thank you to Mark for helping us get our loud, bubbly Irish man back. Thank you so much Mark, we love you! Sean means a lot to us, so it makes us really happy knowing that he has you for a best friend. We owe you so much xx

I smiled widely and reblogged it instantly, it was true. Mark was the one that got me back together and I owed a lot to him, just like the viewers. I never realised how much just seeing him would help me, even thinking about the time he spent here instantly cheers me up and that's what makes him such a perfect best friend. Regardless of anything that's happened, I know for a fact that I was always smiling around Mark. He had the power to instantly cheer me up and it meant a lot. I clicked off Tumblr as another text from Mark came through.

Markimoo: Well isn't that thing you reblogged cute? 😉✨

Jackaboy: I guess so 😉 it's all true though ✨

Markimoo: Aren't you a sweetie 😉✨

Jackaboy: You know me, the best at flirting and being sweet 😉✨

Markimoo: You sure about that? I'm not sure if I agree with flirting 😉✨

Jackaboy: And why is that Mr Fischbach? 😉✨

Markimoo: Because I've not experienced it, so I can't judge 😉✨

Jackaboy: I'm sure there's a chance for you to experience it if you really wanted to 😉✨

Markimoo: I'm going to hold you to that Mr Mcloughlin 😉✨

Jackaboy: Go ahead, I'll stick to my word 😉✨