Socially Awkward.

Chapter 24

A/N: So my first real dedication in this book. I dedicate this chapter to anushagrg! thank you so much for the idea! I decided to take your idea and make it something, I hope that I made it to your expectations! I really hope you like the chapter! Thank you for reading!
~Kaimee20

Thanksgiving was madness. My aunts and uncles where here. My grandma Smith was here. My grandpa Evans was here along with Alyssa and her two kids. She's technically she my grandma by marriage but my real grandma is dead. My mom misses her, I've heard a lot of stories about her. Anyway, cooking for as many people as I am cooking for is very stressful. I help every year when it comes to the cooking. Then my mom drug me out of bed at mid night, she pumped me full of coffee and a Rock Star and we waited in line for five hours til the stores opened. Black Friday, where every store you can think of puts everything on sell. It's madness. Let's just say I came home with a black eye and a bleeding lip, from people throwing elbows. There's at least a foot of snow on the ground. I say at least cause it has snowed a lot since the first time. I'm really close to finishing school, I believe I only have one more quarter or term how ever you want to see it. Me and Bryan have gone on three dates since our first one. We've even had a double date with Alic and Jake. Right now, everyone, including my parents are outside playing in the snow. While I was inside in the basement dancing to Halsey's Hurricane. I could hear their screams and laughs over my low playing music, just like every other year since 4th grade I was alone, doing my own thing. As I stood here doing the twists and the turns that I've danced, too many times to count I become one with the music and let my body do it's own thing. But I knew the routine, I made the moves for the song. The song ended and Fairly Local by Twenty One Pilots came on, so I switched the type of dance. I heard everyone stomp inside out of the cold. Then mom yelled down to me.
"Emily! We're setting up the Christmas things!" I sighed and turned off my music. I then walked up the stairs. My mom was still in the door way.
"Is your room clean enough for your tree?" She asked smiling at me. I needed and she handed my box of things and I walked up to my room. I turned on my music and Flay Away by 5 Seconds Of Summer came on. I started humming and setting up my tree. When I finished my room was very geeky and Christmasy at the same time.

I turned my music off and walked downstairs. And my mom and everyone else had already finished putting up the downstairs decorations. It a little too Christmasy. I sighed and checked the time. Bryan should be home from work by now.

"Hey mom I'm heading over to Bryan's."
"OK honey just be home by 11." I nodded grabbing my keys and headed out the door. About 2 minutes latter I was at Bryan's house. I got out of my car and walked inside his house without thinking cause I'm so used to it. I head noises coming from the kitchen, when I got there my heart shattered. Bryan was there and a girl with Platinum blonde hair was there, they were lip locked and seemed to be getting into it. I quickly turned around and ran out of the house slamming the door behind me. I quickly got in my car and drove off. Tears filled my eyes, I drove to the only place I knew I would be safe. The abandoned building that no one in my life knew where it was. I parked my car and started crying, with my head leaning against the steering wheel. I let the pain out. About ten minutes later my phone beeped in my middle console. I unlocked my phone and opened the message.

Hey babe, I miss you! 😘❤
~Bryan 😍

Don't hey babe me. I saw you kissing that girl. You filthy pig! Que te jodan! Puto! Pendejo! I can't believe I actually put my trust in you, I told you every thing, I told you doubts and my insecurities! I hate you, don't talk to me.
~Emily. 
I then turned my phone off and threw it in my back seat. I turned my car on and started driving home. When I got there I grabbed my phone, got out of the car slamming the door in the process. I was still crying and I walked through the front door. Mason was walking down the stairs and saw me before any one else did. His face contorted into a look of concern.
"Emily? What's wrong?" I shook my head and ran over to my brother and cried into his chest. After his shock wore off he flung his arms around me. He started saying soothing words to me, while slowly rubbing my back. After a while I stopped crying and all I felt was numbness. I was too weak to move,  Mason picked me up bridal style and walked me up to my room. He sat me down on my bed.
"I'll go get Haylee to help you get changed." I didn't move I just sat there emotionless. He sighed sadly and left my room. A few minutes later Haylee walked in.
"Mason told me to come and help you.  Are you OK?" I stayed silent. My heart ached I felt like crying but couldn't cause it hurt to much. Haylee walked over to me and helped me up off the bed. "Come on, let's clean you up and get you changed." She pulled me to my bathroom and got a wash cloth out of the drawer. Turning on the warm water she sat me on the toilet and started cleaning my smudged make up off my face. "There make up free." I didn't react, she sighed and pulled me back up after throwing the wash cloth in the dirty clothes. She pulled me back into the room and pulled out my only matching pajamas and helped me put them on.

She laid me down.
"OK I'm gonna go to my own room." She turned to leave and was almost out the door when I started talking.
"I need someone to sleep with me." I said in a whimper.
"OK, well I'll go get Mason or Alic." I nodded and she left. After a few minutes Alic walked in.
"Haylee said you needed someone to sleep with, Mason left and Haylee needs her beauty sleep. So here I am." I didn't smile or laugh like I normally would. "Not much for jokes are you? Let go to sleep." Alic crawled into my bed and I instantly cuddled into him. He was surprised at first but finally got used to it. A few minutes later I was falling asleep, still numb and very heart broken.