Shawn Mendes Imagines

Care

Suicide does not end the chances of life getting worse, it eliminates the possibility of them ever getting better.
-Shawn Mendes

I pushed the paperwork that I procrastinated on in front of me. The hurtful words came rushing back to me. It was like no one understood me anymore, or cared. "Are you okay?" Everyone would ask. I would simply reply with a nod or a smiled and a simple 'yes', then they would walk away believing it. But even if I did say the truth, they wouldn't care they would just say some sappy crap then leave and once they left I would go back to the same way I was.

I heard a car door close and the sound of keys. I jumped up from the chair and opened the door for my dad, "This house was supposed to be cleaned." My Dad said looking around at the some what clean house. I grabbed his coat and placed it on the back of he couch. "What did you make for dinner?" He asked. "Spaghetti." I replied. He shook his head and walked into the kitchen. He made his plate and sat down. My phone rang, but I ignored it knowing it was Shawn. As we ate it was silent other than our forks hitting the plates. "Did you finish your work?" He asked. "Yes sir." I lied. He nodded his head and put his plate in the sink. He went into the living room and propped his feet up as he found something to watch on tv.

I was washing dishes when my phone rang again. I sighed and dried my hands off of a towel.

"Hello?" I asked quietly.

"Thank god you answered, Shawn needs you." Aaliyah said in panic.

"What? What is going on?" I stumbled as I put my shoes on.

"He- he just come to the house please." She begged before I could say anything else she hung up. I looked at my phone in shock. I snapped back into reality and grabbed my car keys. I snuck out of the house and drove to Shawn's.

I walked into the house and heard Shawn yelling. I ran up the stairs and found the bathroom door open. Shawn was sitting up against the bathroom crying as Aaliyah was trying to get a pill bottle away from him. "Shawn, don't do this." She said. "I have to nobody cares anymore." Shawn said looking at Aaliyah with a cold look. "I care." Shawn looked at me, his eyes softened. "Y/n." He said softly. "What are you doing Shawn?" I asked walking over to him. "I- I don't know." He said shaking his head. "Don't do this Shawn, remember what you told me?" I asked taking the pill bottle from his hands slowly.

"Suicide does not end the chances of life getting worse, it eliminates the possibility of them ever getting better." He repeated. "Exactly Shawn, what would I of done if you weren't by my side everyday, or if Aaliyah wouldn't have someone to argue with, or get advice from?" Shawn looked at me guilty. "I'm so sorry." He said bringing Aaliyah into a hug. Aaliyah cried softly into Shawn's chest as Shawn's grip tightened. "I love you." He said. "I love you too." She said as she sniffed.

"Don't ever leave me." Shawn said as he hugged me. "I won't." I said letting a tear fall down my cheek.

Okay so I'm soooooooo mad right now, my book Double MAK got deleted! I did not delete it, I just checked it and it was gone😒 so now I'm going to have to write a different book. koolkait04 I am so sorry 😫