Shawn Mendes Imagines

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I edited the 3rd part a little so read that before you read this.
Flashback//
"Just be with me y/n, we both know that you want it,
And so do I so why do you have to avoid it?!" He asked raising his voice.

"It's not that easy Shawn." I said meeting his brown eyes that were full of desperation and sadness.

"So it's easy to be with your boyfriend when you're in love with someone else?" i ran my hands over my face and sighed.

"Jesus Christ Shawn!" I yelled standing up, "you are leaving in 3 days for tour, I just wanted to spend time with you before you left."

"You know I love you," he said softly, "but i can't keep doing this." he paced back and forth on the hardwood floor. He was right, we couldn't keep doing this.

"I should go." I said grabbing my coat and walking to the door.

"Wait," his fingers brushed across my arm as his grip tightened and he pulled me close to him. His warm lips crashed onto mine, it was like our lips molded together. Little did I know that would be the last time I would know what shawn's lips felt like.

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A soft knock caused me to sit up on the bed. The door opened revealing Shawn standing there with messy hair and puffy eyes.

"I'm sorry, it shouldn't of taken me a whole year to finally apologize, but it did. I'm so sorry that I kept pressuring you to be with me, and that I just stopped talking to you after that night. I miss you, I miss having my best friend." He said sitting down beside me. I don't know why, and I don't know how, but in that moment all the hatred I had for Shawn just disappeared. It was like a huge weight had been lifted off my chest.

Hi, so I got the request to make this into a book, do you guys think I should? And if I do the story will be sooooo much better and have way more meaning.