Shawn Mendes Imagines

Don't

The smell of alcohol and perfume lingered on Shawn's pale skin. Shawn came home late from a guys night out. He wasn't drunk, but he wasn't sober either. He came home and fell asleep on me. I didn't really think much about the alcohol, but the perfume smells sweeter than mine, almost like vanilla. I don't think Shawn would cheat on me, but I know that Shawn can get a little out of hand when he drinks. I got on my phone and scrolled through twitter. I noticed I had a lot more notifications than usual. I saw that Taylor caniff mentioned me in one of his tweets.
@TaylorCaniff- yo @Y/T/N you need to get your friend @ShawnMendes he was one with the ladies tonight 😏

My chest tightened, and my eyes filled with tears. None of Shawn's friends knew we were official. They kind of assumed we were, but we never came out and said it. I didn't want the hate, and Shawn didn't want to have to explain it to the media. It hurt that Taylor would even tweet that and tag me in it. I looked down at Shawn who was now on his side of the bed. I got up from the bed and walked into the bathroom. Tears fell down my cheeks as I thought more and more about what Shawn did.

"Y/n?" I heard Shawn's groggy voice from the other side of the door. I quickly wiped my tears and opened the door. "Babe what's wrong?" He asked concerned. "What's this about?" I asked shoving my phone in his face. His eyebrows knitted together in confusion as he read the tweet. His face softened, and he looked up at me. "I swear I didn't do anything baby." Shawn said. "How do I know you're not lying? Shawn you don't want your best friends to know about our relationship so it feels like you might be doing stuff behind my back." I admitted. "You don't trust me?" Shawn's voice was filled with anger and he sounded hurt. "I do, it's just-." I sighed and sat down on the bed. "It just feels like you don't want people to know about us because you're ashamed of me." Shawn sat down beside me and grabbed my hand. He placed his index finger under my chin causing me to look up at him. "I didn't know that how you felt. I thought you didn't want to get the hate so I kept it a secret. I didn't do anything tonight, or ever. Taylor just said that because well he's Taylor and he can be a douche. I love you, and I don't ever want to lose you." Shawn assured as he rubbed random shapes on my hand. "I love you too." I said wrapping my arms around him and hugging him. He wrapped his strong arms around my body and laid his head on mine. "Let's cuddle and fall asleep." Shawn said softly. I smiled and laid down on my side of the bed. Shawn wrapped his arm around me and pulled me close to his body. "Goodnight beautiful." Shawn said kissing up my jawline. "Goodnight Shawn." I said resting my head in the crook of his neck.