Shawn Mendes Imagines

Break

The moonlight shines down on the cold, empty bed. The comforter was pulled back reveling the red sheets. It was almost 3 in the morning and I finally decided that it was time to move from the living room, up to the bedroom. My phone was dead so I plugged it into the charger beside the bed. I got on my side of the bed, leaving half of the bed with a huge gap. My phone buzzed signaling that it was turning on. I grabbed my phone and read my notifications.
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1 missed call from Shawn
2 voicemails from Shawn
3 text from Shawn

I took a deep breath, Shawn and I have been on a break. We both needed time with Shawn being on tour, it just got too much for us. It's been almost a month, and as much as I want to hear Shawn's voice or kiss his lips, I can't. I don't want to break up with Shawn, but I don't know if I can handle the stress and heartbreak that comes from the relationship.
But if you break up, you will be more heartbroken than ever
I fought with my thoughts until I finally couldn't take it. I read the text, I listened to his voice, I saw his face. A tear slid down my cheek as I listened to his voicemail.
"Hey," he let out a shaky sigh like he was about to cry. "I just called to make sure you were okay." There was a short silence filled with soft sniffling. "I miss you, and I know that when I said we needed to be on a break that this was going to happen." He took a deep breath,"call me back if you are ready." The voicemail ended leaving me in tears. My chest tightened when I saw his face across my screen. He had a bright, beautiful smile, but his eyes were puffy, his hair wasn't right and Shawn always makes sure it is. He looked a wreck, just like me. A loud sob passed my lips. I can't do this anymore. I have to see Shawn, i want him back.
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The phone rang 2 times. I bit my lip, and tapped the kitchen counter.
"Hello?" My heart was beating out of my chest.
"Hey." I breathed out.
"Y/N?" His voice was shaky.
"Yeah, it's me." I said.
"Shawn, I miss you. I probably shouldn't tell you this over the phone." I backed out. I got too nervous.
"Y/N," he paused. "Look outside." He said.
I walked to the door and unlocked it. I opened it to reveal Shawn standing there with his phone up to his ear. "Can you tell me now." Shawn closed the space between us. He cupped my cheeks with his large hands and crashed his lips on mine. Shawn walked in the house and closed the door behind him without breaking the kiss.

"I missed you so much." Shawn mumbled in the crook of my neck.
"I missed you too." I said softly as I ran my fingers through his hair. "I love you." He said pulling me closer to him. "I love you too." I said putting my arm across Shawn's torso as he wrapped his around my body. Shawn laid his hand on my thigh as we fell asleep in the once, empty bed.