Shawn Mendes Imagines

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"you were all over him!" shawn's voice was deep and full of anger. "Shawn," i tried to say something but he cut me off, "i wish we wouldn't of even gone to that party." he shaked his head and walked up to our bedroom. i followed him up the stairs. "shawn i wasn't into him. i didn't even want to talk to him. i had to talk to him because you were to busy talking to nash and them." shawn pulled his shirt off his body as i talked. "i should of listened to cameron." he mumbled. my eyebrows knitted together in confusion, "what did he say?" i asked. shawn pushed past me to go to the bathroom. "he said that you always flirt with every guy you see. i didn't believe him, but now im starting to." shawn slammed the bathroom door making me jump. tears filled my eyes as i processed what shawn said. i need to clear my mind, and just takea break from everything. i walked out of the house onto the sidewalk. i didn't bring my phone or even my shoes. it hurt to know what cameron thought of me. i actually thought he was my friend. shawn deserves someone so much better than me. i'm not the one for him. 

i found myself staring at a lake. the cool breeze blew my hair to one side as i sat on the hard ground. maybe shawn and i should break up. my mind told me that was but my heart told me that it was the thing i could possibly do. "Y/N!" i turned around to see him looking for me. "shawn," i said loud enough for him to hear. relief took over his face. he ran over to me and pulled me into a tight hug. "i thought you left me." he sniffled. "i would never leave you." i said softly as i wrapped my arms around him.

i have been updating a lot today. like i need to chill.