Shawn Mendes Imagines

Stay gone

I sat here staring at my phone, waiting for anything. A phone call, a text, some sort of message from him. My last words before he slammed the door in my face were, "If you leave, stay gone." Little did I know he would do that. Without him I'm a complete mess, I wonder how he is doing. I finally sat my phone down and got up off the white leather couch. I walked up to the bathroom and decided to take a shower. The warm water ran down my body, washing all my sadness away. As I stepped out of the shower cool air hit my body, making goosebumps appear on my skin. I changed into some athletic shorts, a old band t-shirt, and I put some black socks on. I threw my clothes into a laundry basket and walked downstairs to my phone.

1 text from Shawn
3 missed calls from Shawn

I got butterflies in my stomach and my chest tightened as I read his text message.
From Shawn- I know you said to 'stay gone' but I can't, I can't go another day with out you. Please call me when you can. I called him immediately after I read his text.

After 3 rings Shawn answered, "Y/N?" He asked. "Yes, its me." I said softly. "I've been meaning to call you, but I didn't think you would answer." Shawn said his voice cracked. "Shawn, I've been waiting for your call or a text message. I should of never said that I wanted you to stay gone." I said. "I have some things I want to say, can you meet me at the park in 5?" He asked. "Yeah." I said and hung up. My nerves got the best of me. My head was throbbing and my hands were shaking. I took some ibuprofen and went upstairs to change.

My hands started to shake as I pulled into the park. His black jeep was parked under a oak tree, the same place he parked on our first date. I checked my makeup in the mirror and opened the car door. I saw Shawn sitting at a picnic table near the playground. I walked over to him and sat down. He smiled lightly, "Hi." He said. I smiled, "hi." He turned his body to face me, "okay, I know you probably think I'm crazy, but I miss you. I miss your smile, your laugh, your kisses, your hugs, I miss the way you would always make jokes about almost anything, I miss you okay." A tear fell down his rosy cheeks. I cupped his face with my hands, "I've missed you too." He held my hand in his and leaned in. Okay so this sounds crazy to kiss my ex who just broke my heart, and then admitted he missed me, but I mean come on he's hot, and I missed his kisses.

I don't really like this one, but whatever 🙄