Shawn Mendes Imagines

Complicated

Shawn's warmth covered my body as he held me in his arms. my cheeks were stained from tears due to my cheating boyfriend. Shawn rubbed circles  on my arms as he placed his warm lips on my forehead. I wanted to hold onto him, feel his lips on mine, and love him, but I couldn't.

"Kiss me." His voice was filled with desperation and sadness.

"Shawn you know I want to, but." He cut me off.

"But you can't." He said annoyed.

"Shawn, you know I love you, and as much as I want to be with you I can't." You looked away from his eyes as you sat in silence.

"you want to, so just do it. We both want it. Screw Brad, you don't love him. But I love you, and you love me so why does it have to be so damn complicated." Shawn said before he got off the couch. He paced back and forth as he ran his fingers through his hair.

I hated this, just because I was too afraid to break up with my boyfriend, Brad, Shawn and I were both hurting. It hurt not to be with each other. If I could just break up with Brad it would be so much easier.

"Kiss me." The words tumbled off my tongue. His eyes met mine sending chills down my spine.

"What?" He looked shocked and confused.

"Kiss me." I said as I stood up. He walked over to me and  crashed his lips on mine. He cupped my face with his large hands as I ran my hands up his chest. The kiss was full of passion and lust. It was something we had both been craving for the longest time. His lips left mine only to meet my neck. My legs wrapped around his waist, as his arms held me up. "I love you so much." He said breathlessly.

"I love you too." I said against his lips.

(I don't do smut, soooo gonna skip that 😂)

I woke up the next day tangled in the black sheets with Shawn's arms wrapped around me. I turned over to face him. His messy brown hair covered his forehead, his plump lips were parted slightly as soft snores escaped his mouth.

I traced random shapes on his chest once I stopped he asked, "why'd you stop?" His voice was deep and raspy, and his eyes were still closed.

I smiled and said, "I have to go." His eyes opened, his eye brows came together in confusion.

"Where are you going?" He asked worriedly as I sat up in the bed.

"I have to go break up with brad, and take a shower. Don't worry I'll be back around lunch." I assured before I kissed him softly.

"Okay." He said watching me as I stood up from his bed. I threw on the clothes from last night and walked out of his house.

I need sleep 😴