Shawn Mendes Imagines

Please don't go

This is for xxhirrashahidxx
"Shawn," I took off my heels and my coat. "I'm home." I called out in the dark house. I saw Shawn's jeep in the driveway so I assumed he was home.

"Oh hey." He said blankly. For the past couple of weeks it feels like Shawn and I have been drifting apart.

"How was your day?" I asked trying to have a little bit of conversation.

"Y/n, I know about you and Ian." I looked up at him confused.

"What?" I asked stopping dead in my tracks.

"I know you slept with Ian." He raised his voice a little.

"Shawn," i tried but he cut me off.

"My best friend, the love of my life with my best friend." He shook his head and walked out of the kitchen.

"I never slept with him Shawn!" I yelled truthfully.

"Then why did he tell me you did!" Shawn yelled back.

"Do you honestly think I would do that? I love you Shawn, and I would never ever do anything like that!" My eyes filled with tears as I looked at his messy hair and bloodshot eyes.

"Look Shawn," he moved closer to me. "I think we need some time apart. It's like we are getting tired of each other. All we do is fight, and it's so tiring." I confessed. Shawn's eyes filled with concern, he grabbed my arms tightly and tried to meet my eyes.

"No, I'm sorry  just please don't go." He begged. I got out of his grip and walked up to our bedroom.

"Y/n!" He said following me up the stairs.

I took a deep breath and turned around to face Shawn, I cupped his face with my hands and said, "Shawn I'm not leaving you for good, I'm just going to stay with my mom for a week and then I'll be back here okay?" He held onto my arm that was close to his face and sighed.

"Okay." I knew he didn't want to do this, neither did I but it was something I had to be done before something worse happened. I packed my stuff and walked back downstairs to see Shawn sitting on the couch with his head in his hands.

"I love you." I said getting his attention. He got up from the couch and walked over to me. He pulled me into a tight hug.

"I love you too." He said softly. I pulled away from the hug and kissed his cheek. If I would of kissed his lips I wouldn't of left, I would of gave in and craved his lips more.

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It has been 4 days since I left Shawn at our house. I have been a wreck without him. I know I thought this was the best thing to do, but I'm not so sure anymore.

"Honey," my mom opened my door a little and sent me a sympathetic look, "me and your father are going to get dinner, do you want to come?" She asked.I just shook my head and continued to look out the window. She closed the door and walked back downstairs. Once they left I climbed back into my bed and tried to fall asleep.

A loud knock on the door woke me up from my deep sleep. I rubbed my eyes as I stumbled down the stairs. I opened the door to see Shawn looking down at his feet. He looked up at me with tears in his eyes. Without thinking I wrapped my arms around his body. His strong arms held my body close to him, he rested his head on mine. We just stood there in a comfortable silence while we enjoyed each others presence.

"Please come back home, I've been a complete mess. I haven't left the house, I haven't ate, I haven't even left the bed. I miss you so much." Shawn said pulling away from the hug. My heart ached as he spoke.

"I love you so much Shawn, this was the worst decision I have ever made. I will never do this again." I said.

"I have to kiss you before I lose my mind." Shawn said causing me to laugh a little. He cupped my cheeks with his cold large hands and crashed his lips on mine.

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