Limerence {Joshler} [COMPLETED]

03.no naughty

Tyler pulled his pillow even closer to his chest, cheekily remembering all the things he had dreamed about doing with his pretty neighbour.

Things Tyler had never done before, and never thought about doing really, after hearing his friends talk about it. It all sounded a bit gross and scary to him. His friends always shared EVERYTHING and he was just so uncomfortable and anxious.
So even though Tyler was a teenager, no, naughty things were not for Tyler.

Well... that changed the very first time he saw and heard Joshua. He looked like sunshine and sounded like caramel.
Butterflies fluttered in Tyler's stomach, tingeling in his fingertips, and well.. down there. He didn't know what to do about it, but he got it every single time.

He had touched himself a couple of times but he felt so dirty doing that he always stopped after a few touches. Instead he would stay in his boxers and maybe sometimes hump into a pillow, so he couldn't really see what he was doing. That made it less.. bad, right? What you couldn't see wasn't really there.
Except for the fact that he got his underwear and pillowcase all dirty and then he still felt dirty and gross.

But even though thinking about Josh made him really happy, after a while it also made the boy a but sad.

Tyler was only 18, and not even behaving like an 18 year old. He was scared to grow up, anxious about his future, and all he wanted was to be protected. If not by his mom anymore, than, maybe by someone else?
Someone who would care for him endlessly, hug his quivering body if he panicked, kiss his cheek when he would cuddle up to them, stroke his back gently just because it made him feel safe and secure.

Joshua was 25, confident and populair. Finished school, now working at the record store and playing in a band during the weekends. He was cool, likable and not one to mess with.
Tyler knew he got into a couple of fights, but eventually it always turned out it was only because he was never afraid to step up for someone. 

Joshua would never want a soft boy like Tyler.