Limerence {Joshler} [COMPLETED]

65.disgusting

💕💕Joshua💕💕:
Hey baby.
Still sure about this weekend? If so, I'll pick you up tomorrow around 1pm. Xx

Tyler stared at his phone for a while, not responding, thinking, numbly staring at it. He got up slowly, slauntered towards the bathroom and clicked on the light.

Sick purples, ugly greens and dirty yellows, deep reds and faint blues were smeared all over his face. His eyebrow, his temple, his cheekbone was the worst, dripping into gross bruises in his cheek. His fingertips ran over the cut and stitches in his eyebrow. Disgusting. His whole face looked sickening. Absolutely sickening.
It didn't hurt as much as it did before. But the damage was done already. After years of taunting, bullying and laughing, he was now officialy beaten and broken. They won. It wasn't even worth crying over, he wasn't even worth the energy.

He flicked off the light again, mindlessly walking back to his bedroom as he bumped into his mom. "Oh. S-sorry", he mumbled, not even bothered to look up anymore. His mom got hold of his wrist softly as she kept him from just walking by. She look at him in dispair, but he didnt notice because he didn't look at her.

"Is there anything, anything I can do for you?" She spoke softly, her voice painfully shaky. Tyler just shook his head, gently trying to get out of her grip. "J-just wanna b-be alone now", he mumbled and his mom let go of his arm, quickly wiping a tear off of her cheek, just in case he might turn his gaze towards her. He didn't. He stepped back into his bedroom, shutting the door immediatly, shutting his mom out.

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Joshua twirled the phone between his fingers repeatedly. Over and over and over and over. He was sure Tyler wanted to come, but also sure he didn't really want to join him because that would make sense. Nobody would be comfortable walking in a crowd with bruises all across their face.

The thought of that made the anger boil back up in Joshua's stomach. He checked the time. 4:45pm. He'd be done with work in about 15 minutes and he was gazing the clock, trying to make it go faster. 5:10pm he was finally finished and practically ran to his car. He checked his phone for the adress he got from Brendon. It was the opposite way from home, but not that far. He sighed when he started his car and took of, not sure of his intentions.

He drove slowly as he entered the street. Annoyed by his own behaviour, because obviously he was being a total creep, he watched the house that this Dallon kid apparently lived, nobody around anywhere. He drove further, towards the gas station he knew by now Dallon worked at after school. He pulled into the parking lot, debating going out to confront him or not. He knew he probably shouldn't because he knew he would get angry and god only knows what would happen next.

He checked himself in the mirror before getting out. He just wanted to see him. Hear him. He wasn't going to do anything. Just... observe.

So he walked into the gas station, walking through the isles, his gaze upon the tall and skinny boy behind the counter. Joshua's stomach turned, his jaw clenched shut. He grabbed a chocolate bar and a redbull, slowly making his way over to him. He dropped his stuff on the counter, checking the boy up close. He had kindof greasy looking longer hair, terrible skin and a failed attempt of a little beard, resulting in gross looking little hairs on his chin.

"Hello sir, got all you need?" Dallon asked and Joshua just nodded, the boys voice making his hands itch. Not speaking was the best option right now. He was wearing a grey polo shirt, with the gasstation logo, skinny pale arms cominout of them. No nametag. He smirked a little.
Dallon registered everything and Joshua handed him the money, desperately trying not to touch him in any way, so that couldn't set him off. He nearly lost his mind when he saw the little bruises and scratches on the boy's knuckles, and he almost crushed the can of redbull in his fist.
"Have a nice weekend, sir", Dallon spoke as the exchange was done and Joshua caught his eyes.
"Are you sure about that, Dallon?"

Joshua immediatly turned and walked off the second after he saw the boys jaw drop and eyes grow big. Once back in his truck Joshua checked his phone, still no response from Tyler.
So he took off, towards home. Only he drove past his house and drove up Tyler's driveway. He knocked the door, annoyed he couldn't just barge right in. But Kelly opened the door, and Joshua just walked straight past her. "Just a second, I'll be gone in a bit", he mumbled as she watched him questioningly.

He found Tyler at the dinner table, looking down at his plate just poking the food with his fork. He sank to his knees next to Tyler, the boy startled and gasped as Joshua got Tyler's face in his hands. "Look at me", he sounded demanding, desperate. At that moment, Tyler looked someone in the eye for the first time that day. "Don't let him get to you. Don't believe a word he says. Do not believe a word you hear coming from that miserable creature. You're perfect, in every way, just the way you are", he spoke in one go, words clear as day. He pulled Tyler closer, the boy dropping his fork into his plate of food, and pressed his lips on Tyler's. After a short second he just rested his forehead against Tyler's. "You are worth everything Tyler. You are worth the world and i'm more than happy to give you mine."

He pressed one more little kiss on Tylers lips before standing up again. He smiled softly towards Tyler, who's face was flushed that beautiful pink it always used to do. He then turned and faced Kelly, who was leaning against the doorframe. "Sorry about that", he mumbled before he made his way over to the frontdoor and left.