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|53| - Break my heart

"Can I please kiss you?"

Suddenly, all the sounds seemed to disappear at the same time as those words left Jeongguk's mouth, and there was no longer anything left besides Jeongguk. Not even the growing storm outside could bring Ellie back to reality.

"Please, don't stare at me like that because I swear I won't be able to hold back anymore."

He leaned in a little closer, their foreheads touching. Dear god, he couldn't fight against the thoughts that were going on his mind. Her very smell was flooding his senses now...

Ellie had zero experience in these things, and she hoped she could blame it on the lack of experience later even though she knew exactly what was coming.

No matter how many times she realized how easy it is to get attached to Jeongguk, and how hard it is to stay away from him, she would still come back to him.

She knew he didn't love her, but she couldn't resist. And the thought of being Jeongguk's, and him being hers even if it would be just for a single night, she was ready to take it all.

"So don't."
Her voice was barely a whisper.

Jeongguk's eyes widened, and his Adam's apple bobbed up and down as he stared at her in disbelief.

Through the haziness of her mind, she briefly felt a sudden jab of awareness.

What the hell did she just say?

But before she could take her words back, Jeongguk's hands left her wrists only to grab her jaw with his right and steady himself with his left. And then he whispered, "fuck it".

After that, it all happened fast.

In a moment, Ellie was the first to press her lips against his, felt his body loosen and arms touch her shoulders. Just when their lips connected, a sigh of relief left Jeongguk's mouth, hot breath tickling Ellie's red-colored cheek.

Then he was all over her, and she was just the same. His hands were on her back, then on her waist, his touch and scent were engulfing her. She was drowning in Jeongguk.

She knew she was the one who jumped off the bridge right into the cold water, but she hoped no one would come to save her. Because she wouldn't have it any other way.

Maybe it was the hate from before or all those unspoken and unexplainable feelings between them, but it all made it even better.

Ellie was kissed only a few times in her life, but she was already sure nothing will ever come even close to the feeling she got as soon as she kissed Jeongguk. If it was the storm from the outside or the one inside her chest, she couldn't really tell.

Kissing being called a drug, she finally got it. Kissing Jeongguk, being in his presence, feeling his warmth, it was all intoxicating. She already knew she could never get enough of it.

She wished she'd feel nothing when kissing Jeongguk, but there was no reason to lie to herself when her insides were on fire and her heart was racing. If she listened more carefully, she would for sure hear Jeongguk's too.

The feelings, would she want them to be connected with a different person? She wasn't sure. Will anyone ever be able to make her feel this way? She wishes.

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Ellie lays on her back as he matches her body's form. Jeongguk's hands venture over her curved body, exploring. They pull apart and open their eyes, taking shaky, shallow breaths. They just stare for a second, deep into each other's eyes. Jeongguk's full of wonder and unknown emotion she can't quite decipher, Ellie's full of curiosity and passion.

Unable to contain themselves anymore, Jeongguk holds Ellie's head in his hands and pulls her into another fiery and passionate kiss. He takes her hand and places it on his back, Ellie taking the hint and working their way around his body, feeling each crevasse, each line along with his perfect physique.

She sighs once she makes sure his body is just like she expected, a work of pure art. In fact, it was even better than she imagined even though he was still wearing that damn shirt.

Jeongguk leans in and softly kisses up and down Ellie's neck. She lets out little whimpers of anticipation, a beautiful melody to Jeongguk's ears. A wave of excitement runs all over her body, making her shiver under his touch.

Jeongguk knew exactly what to do to make her body react to him and he loved it.

He works his way back to her tender, smooth lips. While they kiss, with Jeongguk's help they switch as she rolls him over and lies on top of his strong, muscular body. She runs her lips to his neck and lands a loving and intense kiss on his lips.

She never felt this hot, she was thankful for the darkness inside the room which helped her hide her burning cheeks. She would never let herself get this far with anyone, but with Jeongguk, she was always out of control.

"Woah, careful, princess," Jeongguk reacts quickly and grabs her wrist once her hands ride too low and stopped at the waistband of his sweats. He takes her hand into his and places it on her cheek, caressing it lovingly.

Ellie was surprised, she was almost sure Jeongguk would gladly take advantage of her and also let her do whatever she wanted. Did the fact that he wanted to take things slow mean anything?

"God, you are so beautiful like this, Ellie. Has anyone ever told you?" his hoarse voice and the view of him so worked up under her had Ellie's heart almost jump out of her chest. Just the thought of Jeongguk being hers and the fact that she did this to him made her proud and slightly embarrassed at the same time.

She thought this wasn't who she is but damn, this is exactly what she secretly desired.

"You should get some rest, you have school tomorrow," he smiles up at her and slowly rolls her off his body to lay down next to him.

She is happy that he was so caring and doesn't want her to be tired tomorrow, but how can he leave her hanging like this after what they just did?

It was hard to calm her breathing once she was lied on the mattress next to him. She lifts her gaze up to look at Jeongguk, surprised to find him already staring at her. The look inside his eyes is so different from what she was used to. It is soft, he is looking at her and seems like he'll never look away.

She isn't sure what exactly caught his attention, if it was something specific on her face or just her in general but she'll gladly get used to this.

In a minute, when their breaths got steadier again and Jeongguk seemed to come back to reality, he throws the sheets over them and pulls Ellie's body close to his.

She relaxes as Jeongguk shifts her into a comfortable position, an arm wrapping around her shoulders and the other pulling her leg so that it's intertwined with his own.

She shuffles closer and leans into his shoulder, the heat from his warm body providing the exact comfort she needed to completely forget about the burning storm outside.

The arm around her shoulders wraps around her, pulling her further into his chest, and she can't be more grateful.

Who'd say Jeongguk is a cuddler?

Instead of listening to the sound coming from the outside or the voice coming from her own head that this was all just to get her wrapped around his finger, she listens to the part that she wants to listen to. The part that tells her what she saw inside his eyes, that he may also feel what she feels for him.

Just like before all of this started, she wants to let herself do what she really wants for at least once without holding back.

She just hopes she wouldn't wake up alone and find out that she was just another girl he used.

So she slowly drifts to sleep, feeling more comfortable and protected than ever, with a hope that this may atually be the real face of Jeon Jeongguk.

"Good night, princess," he says with a warm kiss being placed on her forehead.
"I've been waiting for this forever," Jeongguk whispers lovingly into her hair but she can no longer hear him.

And that night, there was a heart made to be broken.