The Regret:The Sequel: Lies, Lust and Betrayal

~Chapter Twenty Four~

(Taehyung's POV)

There was a woman with dark flowing hair sitting next to me at a park. It was dark and and windy. We were complete alone and the only sounds that were heard were the sounds of the wind blowing and the leaves of the trees falling gently onto the ground. I could barely see her features at all. She held my hand and whispered "Taehyung, I love you. One day I want us to get married and have all the kids you've ever dreamed of having. I can't picture my life without you."

She cups my face, her fingers gliding softly against my jawline as she stared lovingly into my eyes. Her eyes were like diamonds. No, like crescent moons that I couldn't take my eyes off of. The sound of her soft and gentle voice gentle and warm like a fireplace.

"I love you too. I can't live without you either. I'll love you to the moon and back." I pull her into a gentle kiss, ready to feel her soft lips on mine, but a sharp pain had penetrated through my heart. I held onto my chest and felt a cold and sharp knife on my chest. There was so much blood. God there was so much blood! The pain was so unbearable I couldn't breathe. I look up to see her giving me a sinister grin. Her hands were bloody as she pulled out the knife from my chest, with my heart still beating. She yanks out the ring from inside the beating heart and melts it into the palm of her bloody hands, taunting me with her sinister laughs.

"Why!?"I screamed in pain "Why would you do this!? I thought you loved me!?" I was dragging myself on the now fiery ground trying to reach her but she was quick to back away. Flames engulfed the once beautiful park. The park where I thought I found my true love.

"YOU THINK I ACTUALLY WANT TO MARRY YOU!?" She cackles as she stands and walks backwards into a dark black hole "YOU THOUGHT I ACTUALLY LOVED YOU!? YOU'RE SO PATHETIC! YOU'RE NOT A REAL MAN!"

"Please don't leave me! What did I do to deserve this!" I begged as blood spat out of my mouth. I was inches away from her until the open black hole had closed, leaving here to suffer and die in this hell.

I woke up covered in sweat. My bed was covered in a pool of my own sweat. I sat there shirtless as I panted heavily trying to figure out what nightmare I just came out of. My head was throbbing and my heart was pounding out of my chest. It was still midnight and this was the third time in a week since I haven't been able to sleep in my own room comfortably. This room has been giving me nightmares. Theses weren't your typical nightmares you'd get, they were more about memories. They were memories about things I just didn't want to remember about my past.

There was no way I would be able to go back to sleep so once again I went downstairs to the living room to write until I fall asleep. I took my usual notebook and pen and went downstairs to make myself a nice warm cup of tea to have as I write. I slumped into the kitchen, took out a honey/lavender flavored tea bag, warmed up some water, fill it into my cup and carried myself into the living room. The rest of the members, including Y/N went out to have dinner while I stayed behind because I wasn't too well, so I didn't really have to worry about making too much noise. I set the tea down for a moment to grab a small blanket and pillow. Once I finished setting up I rest my head on the pillow and buried myself into the warm blanket and sipped on my tea. Once I got a few good sips, I took out my pen and notebook and began to write down the dreams, more like nightmares, I've been having. I had to make sure that I quickly wrote down the nightmare I just had since it was still fresh out of my memory. The burning park, the red violent flames, my bleeding chest, the ring that the mysterious woman took out when she stabbed me, the devilish cackles, my screaming had all came together to make sense. These nightmares...were about my first love...Jisu. That mysterious woman who stabbed me was Jisu...

Another memory of her had come into place again. Jisu and I were a couple for about a year then. It was the beginning of Spring and the flowers were already blossoming into their beautiful forms and colors. We went to the park, where we had our first kiss, to have our usual lunch date. We had just got out of class and Jisu and I decided to ditch our school clubs to spend time with each other. Hyungsik and Hyungwon went off to go to the city to play some games at the arcade. We sat under the same tree, eating our boxed lunches while watching people play games, having a picnic with families and some where just reading quietly or texting.

"It's a nice day isn't it, Taehyungie?" Jisu says as she smiles at the people in the park. Her smile was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen.

"It is" giving her a smile back. "It's almost time for exams." I sighed as I took another bite of my boxed lunch.

"I hate exams. My parents are still nagging me about getting perfect grades so I can get the perfect scholarships to the perfect school" She says with an eye roll.

I chuckled "You're perfect to me, Jisu." Giving her a kiss on the cheek. She blushes a bright red, covering her cute and delicate face.

"You always say that!" She playfully hits me on the arm "You know how my parents are. They want everything to be perfect. They still think you're not good enough for me"

"No one is perfect. It's your heart and mind that makes you perfect." I pull her into me until her back touches my chest. I wrap my arms around her as she relaxes her head on my chest. " And so what if your parents hates me, they can't tell me that I can't love you"

"You're right, Taehyungie but they don't want me to be with someone who's not into anything in the medical field, calligraphy or sports. They think you're a softy! What's wrong with being sweet!? I just don't know how to talk to them. They never seem to want to listen to me"

"They can say whatever they feel about me. I've been called worst but I learn it's best to return the favor by staying true to who I am. Occupation doesn't determine love. We're gonna be graduating high school next year so you'll have the choice and freedom. My grandmother always said that, Love is from the heart not about someone's profession. One day your parents are gonna have to listen to you"

I can hear her little cute chuckles against my chest. It made me happy to see her smile and laugh whenever I cheered her up.

"I see what you mean" he turns around to give me a small peck on the lips "I don't know what I'll do without you, Taehungie"

"I don't know either but I'm glad you came to this school and met me" I whispered and I close my eyes to enjoy the blissful and peaceful moment with each other.

I stopped writing to take a small break to have a sip of my tea. I accidentally knocked down a small box that was next to the cup of tea and reach over to grab it. It was the wedding ring my grandmother gave to me when I was still with Jisu. How long did I leave this here? I thought I took it upstairs with me. I guess I must've forgot and left it here. Before I put it into the pocket of my pajamas another memory had appeared. Not just one memory but two. It was a constant memory of how I proposed to Y/N that night we made love and I was close to stealing her away from Hoseok. The other memory was a reminder of Jisu. This particular was no memory that no man or woman could ever forget when you're in love with someone.

A memory of how I lost my virginity....