The Happiness Of Tragedy

Chapter 51

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I felt the sun light on my face, it felt good. It was hot and made my skin tingle. I tried adjusting my eyes to the light. The room was dark when I say up on my elbows. I blink to try and clear my foggy vision.

I could see the other side of the room. It was dark and there was nothing on the wall. The covers blended in with the outline of the dark room. But that's not right, I thought. Violet has color on the side of her room, her pillows and covers were visible in the darkness. She wasn't in bed and this wasn't our room.

It was Levi's room and I was on his side of the room in his bed. My heart sped up and my body jerked in an upright position. I rubbed my eyes with my hands to clear my vision. When I opened them, I was back in my room. Violet wasn't in her bed but her clothes and makeup was scattered across it.

I swallowed and looked over at the clock, it was 10:20am. I layed back in the bed and turned on my side, facing the door. I stared at it wishing that someone would come through it. Specifically Levi. I missed him. It's only been a day and I missed him. But what he did was tragic and messed up in every way. He should've told me, maybe things would've gone different.

I groan and get up out of the bed. I grabbed some clothes out of my draws and head to the bathroom. After brushing my teeth and getting dressed, I didn't feel like doing my hair so I put it up in a messy ball on top of my head. I grabbed some shoes and fixed my bed.

Bzzz zzz!

I heard my phone vibrate on the table and I sat on the edge of my bed and grabbed it. It was a text from mom.

Mom: ɢᴏᴏᴅᴍᴏʀɴɪɴɢ sᴡᴇᴇᴛʜᴇᴀʀᴛ! ʜᴏᴘᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴅ ᴀ ɢʀᴇᴀᴛ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ʏᴇsᴛᴇʀᴅᴀʏ. ᴄᴀɴᴛ ᴡᴀɪᴛ ᴛᴏ sᴇᴇ ʏᴏᴜ sᴏᴏɴ ғᴏʀ ᴄʜʀɪsᴛᴍᴀs ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ, ᴡᴇ ᴀʟʟ ᴍɪss ʏᴏᴜ

Maybe I should just tell Mom what happened and hope that she doesn't tell dad. But I don't. I don't want to talk about what happened with anyone right now. So I text her in hopes that she doesn't end up calling me.

Me: ɪ ᴍɪss ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴜʏs ᴛᴏᴏ, ᴄᴀɴᴛ ᴡᴀɪᴛ ᴇɪᴛʜᴇʀ

I closed the phone and stuffed it in my pocket. There was barely anyone in the halls when I left the room. I had no idea where I was going but I wasn't going to sit in the room all day. Moping around like a sad sack won't change anything, I still have things to do and stuff to focus on. Classes start back up tomorrow and I promised myself I wouldn't let anything get in the way of my work. Especially not my relationship. Was I in a relationship still? I don't know, maybe I'll feel different later on.

Or maybe I should just forget about everything that happened and move on.

I headed down the stairs, toward the lobby. There were some students and teachers cleaning up the mess that was left from yesterday activities. Some of the teachers smiled at me as I walked by and I wondered how many people saw what happened with Levi. I started heading toward the cafe to grab something to eat but then I spotted Ruby. She was having a hard time cleaning up the mess around her desk, the trash fell to the floor instead of inside the black bag she was holding. I smiled and made my way over to help her.

I held the bag open and she didn't look at me until we cleaned up all the trash she had dropped.

"Oh hello Katerina, how are you?"