Di Mo Lang Alam (PS #1)

CHAPTER 38

CHAPTER 38:
Dilim

♪♬ She can't see the way your eyes
Light up when you smile.
She'll never notice how you stop and stare
Whenever she walks by.

And you can't see me wantin' you the way you want her
But you are everything to me.

I just wanna show you
She don't even know you,
She's never gonna love you like I want to.
And you just see right through me.
If you only knew me
We could be a beautiful
Miracle,
Unbelievable
Instead of just invisible.

Here I am, kumakanta na after the presentation of the Prom K&Q candidates. Kanina lang ay nagbotohan na at syempre binoto ko si bes Bea. Ayoko naman manalo noh kahit a part of me wants dahil nga alam niyo na yun. Pero I disregard nalang that thought kasi hindi na dapat iyon ang iniisip ko ngayon. Dapat ko ng baguhin ang sistema ko at sisimulan ko sa pag-iisip ko. Ang likot pa naman nito. Ang puso ko? Well, hayaan na lang natin kasi wala naman tayong magagawa dyan. Sadyang wala siyang brain, she feels what she feels. Eh feelingera eh!

♪♬ There's a fire inside of you
That can't help but shine through.
She's never gonna see the light
No matter what you do.

And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be

I just wanna show you
She don't even know you,
She's never gonna love you like I want to.
And you just see right through me.
If you only knew me
We could be a beautiful
Miracle,
Unbelievable
Instead of just invisible.

Ito nga ang napili kong kanta. Eh feel ko eh! Sapol kasi yung lyrics nito at ito ang gusto kong kantahin sa kanya. Nagsasayawan na ang couples sa harap ko and yeah, I'm looking at them kahit pinipiga na naman ang puso kong to. Para naman kasi sa  kanya ito eh. So he better listen dahil ito na ang huling kantang kakantahin ko para sa kanya. Tuluyan ko na ngang kakalimutan kung ano man tong nararamdaman ko sa kanya.

♪♬ Like shadows in a faded light
Oh, we're invisible.
I just wanna open your eyes
And make you realize.

I just wanna show you
She don't even know you.
Baby, let me love you,
Let me want you.
You just see right through me
But if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful
Miracle,
Unbelievable
Instead of just invisible.

She can't see the way your eyes
Light up when you smile. ♪♬

Yes, she can't see them, like you don't see me. Chos! I've known Mike for so long kaya naman lahat ng tungkol sa kanya ay alam ko. Kahit nga amoy ng utot niya ay alam ko. Haha! Kaderder naman. Pero seryoso, I know him that well.

Kanina lang ay sila ang tinanghal na Prom K&Q kasabay ng pagsayaw din naming ibang nominees. Hindi na ako umangal. Kahit nga nasa isip kong baka dinaya lang ang voting system, mukhang imposible naman knowing na sina bes ang nagmanage nito. At isa pa, siguro nga nakuha niya ang simpatya ng mga students dahil sa pinagdaraanan niya kay RedStriker. Di ba ilang araw din siyang naging balisa? Kaya malamang ay ganon na nga iyon. Okay lang naman saakin eh. Tutal, wala naman talaga akong laban sa kanya.

Dahil nakuha na niya ang puso ng mahal ko.

"Whooh! I love you Kim!"

"Idol, pwede papicture?"

"Ganda mo Kim!"