Hey.. This isn't an update, but I need to rant somewhere because I am FA-REAKIN out right now. I know Jai will never see this, but I need to let this out somewhere.
If you don't know where Jai is right now, he is at Sony in Sydney. I don't know if any of you guys have heard about the whole cafe thing that is happening in Sydney today, but Jai is just around the corner.
Recent news has just gotten out that someone has been taken hostage, and the terrorist has been holding the Isis flag. We fear for your safety, Jai, and we want you to go home <3
The opera house has also been put in lockdown due to a mysterious package which people think is explosives. Now detectives think that there could be explosives planted all around Sydney, so no ones safe really.
Not only Jai, I'm basically about to have a panic attack because I just heard the news report again. So now there's ten staff and thirty customers being held at gun point at a cafe. I'm gunna have a mental breakdown here because I just realised that Chris and maybe Ethan now are around Sydney, but I think they're out of this area.
I want Ethan and Chris to go home and for Jai to go back to Campbelltown- whether he still lives there or not. I know none of these people will be reading, but I need to let it out somewhere.
Jai means half the world to me, and even though he didn't even know I existed, he pretty much saved me. I've had a LOT of rough patches lately, and when the first one started, Jai came along. I would sit there for hours on end, sitting by my iPad and watching Jai. His performances, his video diaries, his insta videos. Anything to make me smile, because I didn't do much of that.
If Jai wasn't here today, I think a part of me would be missing. I have dedicated so much of my teenage life to Jai, Ethan, Chris and all these other guys. Maybe this sounds Crazy, maybe it is, but it's how I feel and I need to get it out somewhere. Most of you guys don't know me, but a couple do. Thank you for reading this and please cross your fingers for Jai.
Go home, Jai. Stay safe, I love you.
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Let Yourself Fall // sequel to My Ethan Karpathy
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