Broken Pieces (Naruto and Boruto Reader Insert)

Chapter 59

By the end of your rage, you were left breathing hard. You let it all out and the disaster around you proved it. "Are you done with your tantrum?"

Momoshiki, you told him and Kawaki to get lost. "What the hell do you want?" What you needed was to be alone, you were  trying so hard not to cry from anger and for how miserable you felt. Tears wouldn't solve the situation, tears won't fix what you've done and what they've done to you.

"I have a deal for you," as if it was the moment  for that sort of thing, he threw it at you. 

What did you expect from him anyway? It wasn't like you both became friends during the last few months. But he could at least respect and let you alone to endure with the pain. "Just..." Taking a shaky breath, you began to walk away, "leave me alone."

"There's nothing else that you want than to die, isn't it?" That made you stop, not because he wasn't wrong, but because he was so right. While your anger had been gone, a wave of sorrow washed over your body. There was one thing you wanted to do, you wanted to die. It only seemed as if your only existence was for to use you, and you hated it. "But you feel guilty," his voice sounded closer, "so before you take your own life you will hunt Ayato down for them. Isn't it? You feel it's the least that you can do."

Looking down at the ground, you waited until he was behind you. "What do you want Momoshiki? What do I have that you could possibly want?"

"I'll take you to a more secure place for us to discuss." He didn't ask you, he instantly took you to who knows where. It was the inside of a place, more like a castle but to be specific, like a dining room.  "Seat," he ordered, "wait a moment, I'll be right back."

So you waited for around five to eight minutes, then he arrived but this time not alone. There was another pale man, his eyes widened in shock and almost rushed to you in worry. But Monk held him back. "This is Toneri, you both met before, go take a seat." Pushing him to one of the chairs, Momoshiki also took one. "Here's the deal,"his eyes trailed from Toneri to you. "My mission is to," he hesitated "to procreate with you. However, they only want a child that has our blood." When he said our, he referred to himself and Toneri. "I want you both to procreate a child, and in exchange I'll kill Ayato."

Was he for real? You were not the only was who was speechless, Toneri stared at Momoshiki as if he had lost his mind. But maybe he did, he was just insane to even..."Are you out of your mind?" 
Raising to your feet, you planted the palm of your hands on the table as you glared at him. 

"What's wrong with you?" Toneri added, and if it wasn't for how serious the situation was, his cheeks would be tinted with red as what he had suggested. 

"And what makes you think I want you to kill him?" Glaring you snapped at him. "If anything, I want the pleasure of killing him myself. And, I would never, ever accept such a proposal and for many reasons." What made him believe that you would just hand a child of your own over to someone like Momoshiki?

"Once he's dead, I'll make sure you stay dead for once and for all. Unlike your friends, I'll offer you the opportunity for eternal rest." But even so, he was crazy. 

Letting out a sigh, you shook your head. "No, take me back."

But he didn't move, instead, Toneri moved his chair back  and stood up. " I'll take you back, however, I know you do not have any memories of them, but your friends are worried. If you wish to talk to them, I can take you to them."

Hesitating, you nodded. "I...I would like to talk to them." And apologize, you were risking getting attacked and even killed. Many won't be very pleased to know that the person who worked with Ayato and killed many was visiting as if nothing has happened. 

Toneri motioned with his hand to you, "come."

"Take a few days to think about it." With no lack of regret, Momoshiki called out as you were being transported somewhere else.

You expected to be taken somewhere a little further than the tent. The chatter outside of the tent only alarmed you that Toneri took you to their camp. "Please wait here while I let Naruto know you are here."

There was nothing special about the tent, there was a cot at the side of it, some medical supplies around. So, you walked to the cot and sat down, and waited. After a few minutes, you heard steps approaching. It wasn't from just one person, but a group of them. It should be alrming, there was a possibility that it could have been some Shinobi, and maybe not on friendly matters. You could defend yourself, but if it came to it, you wouldn't fight back. 

But it was Toneri along with about six people. You recognized Boruto, and Mitsuki, but the others not so much. A red haired male flashed in front of you, and having you secure on his arms. "[Name]...I'm so happy you're back..." 

The man's worry seemed genuine, but you and no idea who he was, so you pushed him back. "I'm sorry, I don't know who you are."

He seemed hurt but he still managed to smile. "It doesn't matter, we can make new memories together."

Glancing away from him, you shook your head. "I'm not here to stay, I'm sorry."

"That's enough," the other red head uncrossed his arms, his eyes looked so heartwarming, just like the other one. "We can help you, you don't have to deal with this alone."

"That's the Gaara, the Kazekage," Toneri introduced, "this is the Naruto, the Hokage, Shikamaru, Boruto, Mitsuki, and Shino."

At some point in your life, you knew these people and by the way their eyes looked so sorrowful, it seemed like they really cared for you. This only made you feel a lot more guilty, you've caused them so much trouble, and pain. "I'm only here to apologize for what I've done to all of you."

"That's not your fault." Naruto quickly uttered, be was clearly fighting not to reach out too. "Ayat-"

"Don't make excuses for me," you quickly stopped him, "I had no memories when he found me, I quickly believed his words instead to investigating. I know what I've done,there are no amounts of excuses or words that's going to bring them back."

He wanted to listen, but with every word that left your lips made him snap at you. "Will stop, you troublesome woman?" As if he was having a headache, he rubbed the bridge of his nose. "Yes, maybe you did that, but you still can redeem yourself."

But how could you redeem yourself? Would the families of those you killed forgive you? To see you face to face and say that you were forgiven? Their parents, their siblings is even their own children would have to endure all the pain, and live without them because of you. "I won't be able to bring them back, but the least I can do it to kill himself myself."

Pleading at Toneri with your gaze, you let him that you wanted to leave. Even looking at them make you want to disappear. Although the others  begged Toneri not to do it, Toneri took you away. 

Ayato was a sneaky man, hunting him down won't be easy specially on your own. Having Momoshiki's ability to be transported somewhere else would definitely shorten your search. It made you wonder, and even consider the proposal for just a few seconds. 

Even if you accepted it, it wasn't like you would simply give birth right away. It took months, and a pregnancy would get in the way of you wanted to kill Ayato. 

You just hoped that once you dealt with Ayato, you could find rest and peace.... Unfortunately, that's not how life works. Life is unexpected and it seemed it just loved messing with you. If you could see the future, you would see life still had a lot planned for you.