Pyaar Aur Junoon

Chapter Thirty seven

Neil was jealous to see Avni with Kk and was thinking why he is overreacting.

Neil: ye kya ho raha hai mujhe wo avni ka friend hai ye jante howe bhi kyun jealousy ho rahi hai mujhe kyun main avni ko kisi aur ke sath nahi dekh sakta kyun ek ajeeb se dard mehsos hota hai jab use kisi aur ke sath dekhta hun pehle Ali aur ab ye kk No nahi dekh sakta main tumhe kisi ke sath tum meri ho sirf meri ho avni sirf meri Ye main kya keh raha hun kya main avni se pyaar karne laga hun. ( what is happening to me he is Avni's friends after knowing it why I am feeling jealousy why I can't see Avni with anyone else why I feel a strange pain when I see her with anyone else first Ali and now this kk no I can't see you with anyone else you are mine only mine avni only mine what I am saying am I falling in love with Avni).

Neil think and close his eyes the flashes from their first meeting till today he saved her their meetings their moment after marriage their eyelock fighting in the snow and running falling on it they made snow man and sit the cable care and their moment their cycling and many more he was smiling and open his eyes.

Neil: I I love her main avni se pyaar karta hun yes main avni se pyaar karta hun itne time se hum dono sath main hain but main apni feelings samjh hi nahi paya I love her. ( I love her I love avni yes I love avni for long we are together and I can't understand my feelings I love her).

Neil smiles and ruffles his hairs.

Neil: but kya avni bhi mujhse pyaar karti hai kya wo bhi mere liye wasa hi feel karti hai jaise main karta hun Neil is sawal ka jawab to avni hi de sakti hai na kya karun kaise pata karun. ( but does avni love me too Does she feel the same for me as I do Neil only avni can answer this question what I do how I know it).

Then he hears a voice.

Person: abay itna soche ga to budha ho jaega. ( If you think that much you will be old).

Neil: tum. ( you).

It's his soul his inner voice.

N2: han main ab itni taiz awaz main soche ga to main to aonga hi na. ( Yes me If you think so loudly then I should come).

Neil: yaar help kar na kuch samjh nahi araha. ( dude help me I don't understand anything).

N2: tubelight.

Neil: aaaa.

N2: acha sun. ( ok listen).

Neil: han bol. ( Yes say).

N2: ab jab Switzerland main hai to faida utha na is baat ka. ( now when you are in Swtzerland then take advantage of it).

Neil: matlab? ( means).

N2: matlab avni ko ek romantic date per le ja. ( means take Avni for a romantic date).

Neil: wah kya idea diya hai? ( wow what an idea).

N2: thank you thank you I know I am too intelligent.

Neil: chup.

Neil 2 look at him.

Neil: no doubt tu mere andar ki hi awaz hai. ( no doubt you are my inner voice).

N2 looks at him angirly.

Neil: hum to roz hi kahin na kahin ja rahe hain ghomne. ( We are daily going somewhere every day).

N2: ab phir se bolun kya. ( now again I say you).

Neil: kya ( what).

N2: tubelight.

Neil: what dekh ( what see).

N2: abay tujhe ghomne aur romantic date ka difference nahi pata Mere kehne ka matlab tha ke use kisi Romantic jaga per le ja aur propose kar de. ( you don't know the difference between wandering and romantic dating I meant to say that take her to a romantic place and propose her.)