Part Eighty 여든

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Luckily the day ends quickly. I am able to get a lot of work done, even though I feel a lot of nerves in my body. When Josh reminds me it is time to go home, I feel like my heart is about to explode. At least, that's what it feels like with the speed it is beating. As I grab my stuff, I feel like I will get a nervous breakdown.

Today is the day and this is the moment. Within an hour my future will change forever. We will literally go to a few people who will tell us what our future will look like. If they decide we are not allowed to be together, we have to break up again. Taehyung will continue his tour and I will be here in L.A.. Our ways will part again. Sure, we can stay in touch and call and text a lot, but we won't be able to be together. Just thinking about that, makes my heart ache.

On the other hand, if they decide we are allowed to be together, everything will change for the better. I have no idea what will change and what won't, because I have a job here and he will continue his world tour. But we will see about that when we get there. If we even get there...

Together with Josh I leave the building. Josh turns to me. "Just keep breathing, okay?" He asks me and wraps his arm around my shoulders. "I know it is scary and I wish I could do something to help you, but you will be fine," he says, "I know it is cliché, but it is true. You will be fine. A love like the two of you have, will always find a way!"

I smile at his kind words and nod. "Thank you, Josh," I tell him. I look up and notice Taehyung's car in front of the building. Just the sight of his car, makes my heart skip a beat. I turn to Josh and give him a hug. "I'll let you know how it went," I tell him. Josh smiles and hugs me back. "Okay, good luck!" He says and lets go of me. I turn to Taehyung's car and see Taehyung stands beside it, looking at me. I am amazed when I see he wears a suit with black pants, a black cober, a white blouse and a black tie. Damn, he looks really good. Even his hair is perfectly styled! When our eyes meet, I see a soft sparkle in his beautiful, dark eyes.

"Hey," I say and walk over to him. Taehyung smiles and opens his arms for me. I hug him tight and feel how he hugs me back. I feel his head against mine and I feel the warmth of his body. "Hey," He softly says. I smile wide and feel my cheeks blush as he puts a soft kiss on my head.

We let go of each other, but Taehyung holds his arm around me. I turn around and see Josh is still here. He just looks at Taehyung and me and smiles. "Hey, man! I am Josh," Josh introduces himself to Taehyung. Taehyung smiles at him, "Hey, I am Taehyung." Taehyung even bows a little, like he is used to. Josh smiles wide, "Great to meet you!" Then he turns to me, "I will see you tomorrow, Ali!" "Yes you will!" I smile. We say goodbye and Josh walks away. Taehyung and I get into the car.

When we both put on our seatbelt, Taehyung looks at me. "Was that your coworker?" He asks. I nod, "Yes, that's Josh. More like a friend and a coworker." Taehyung nods, but look a little doubtful. He looks away and starts the car. "Are you okay?" I ask him, "Is something wrong?" He looks at me again and smiles a little, but it doesn't look real. "Can you be honest with me?" He asks me. I feel a little scared. The look in his eyes is filled with worry and a little fear.

"Yes, of course, always!" I rattle. "Did you ever fall in love? You know, after we broke up?" He asks me. I see his face turns a little red as soon as he asked me that question. "Wait, with Josh you mean?" I ask him. I can't help but smile a little. Is Taehyung jealous? Or is he just scared?

"Yeah, or just in general," he says. I smile and grab his hand. "No," I answer his question, "Not even close. Not with Josh and not with anyone else." Taehyung looks at me and smiles relieved. "Okay, me neither," he smiles. I move both our hands to my face and put a kiss on the back of his hand. "Babe, I wasn't even able to. Someone else already stole my heart and he never gave it back to me," I joke, "Not that I ever wanted it back though." Taehyung looks at me and laughs. "That is awful. How does he dare to steal a heart as beautiful as yours?" He smiles. I laugh and feel my cheeks blush. "Don't be hard on him, babe, he takes really good care of it," I wink, "besides, I think I stole his heart in return." Taehyung laughs and I notice how his cheeks blush as well. "Yes, yes you did," he says. He moves his hand to my cheek and leans in to softly kiss my lips. I kiss him back and feel the butterflies flutter in my belly.

"You don't have to worry, babe," I smile as we let go again. "I am all yours," I tell him. I see his eyes sparkle and his cheeks blush. "Besides, I think I am the one who should be worried about Josh..." I joke. Taehyung looks a little confused. "He is more attracted to you than to me," I wink at him. Taehyung's face turns red within a second and he starts to laugh. "Oh.." He says. Then he looks at me, "Well too bad for him, because my heart is already stolen." I laugh and kiss his lips. "Yes it is," I tell him, "But I will take good care of it." Taehyung laughs and kisses me back.

When we both let go again, we get serious. "Shall we go then?" Taehyung asks me. Just these words make me scared like hell. I nod and feel the nerves in my bones. Taehyung seems to notice and holds my hand. "We will get through this," he tells me. I look at him and sigh a little. I know he means well, but we need to stay realistic. "Or we won't and everything will go down again.." I tell him. Taehyung smiles a little, but I see he is scared of it too.

"Baby, I will make a promise right now," he says, "I will never leave you again. Even if we are not allowed to be together and I need to travel the world without you, I will stay in touch with you. We will call and text every day! On every single break of the tour, I will come visit you! I won't let go of you like last time, not again." I smile at his words. Even though it isn't like we want everything to happen, we will have to accept that and make the best of it.

I feel a little better. He is right. What we went through the last time, was hell for both of us. But we won't ever have to go through that again. Whatever happens, we will stay together. Wether it's physically with each other or over the phone, we will stay together.

I smile at him and nod. "You're right," I tell him. Taehyung smiles and squeezes my hand softly. Then he lets go of me and starts his car. He starts to drive and I hear soft music come from the radio. I try to focus on the radio and stare outside the window to calm myself, but I can't seem to feel calm. Even though we will get through this together, I feel really scared.. I will have to face his management all over again... Okay, this time we are stronger than last time, but still...

Taehyung seems to notice my nerves and looks at me. "Why don't you pick a song to play to get calm?" He suggests and hands me his phone, connected to the radio by Bluetooth. I smile at him for his kind gesture and grab his phone. I see it's already unlocked and am about to open his Spotify, but then I see his background. I freeze for a second and stare at the photo.

The photo of his background is a photo of me... It is a photo of me at his concert not so long ago. I am completely dressed in BTS merchandise, with my ARMY bomb in hand, red cheeks, a huge smile on my face and sparkling eyes. I don't look at the camera, but to something else... This must've been taken during their concert, but I didn't even know about it!

I look at Taehyung, who is focused on the road. "How did you get this photo?" I ask him. I turn the screen of his phone to him so he can see what I am talking about. Taehyung looks at me and once he sees the background of his phone, he scares and his entire face turns red. Clearly he forgot he had that photo as his background.

His hand reaches over to me to grab his phone again, but I pull it away and laugh. "No, you won't get away with this that easily," I laugh. Taehyung laughs and looks a little embarrassed. He looks at the road again and I see his face gets even more red.

"How did you get this photo?" I ask him again. "Kaylee took it during our concert," he confesses. I look at the photo again. "Why didn't she tell me? I didn't even know she took this," I tell him. Kaylee did send me a few photos of me and Yana, but not this one.

Taehyung looks at me and smiles proudly, "She took it for me and only for me." I laugh and feel my cheeks blush. "So you just have this as your background ever since?" I ask him. Taehyung smiles wide, "I do. I really love the photo." I smile and look at the photo again. He is right, it is not a bad photo. I look incredibly happy, just like I felt that day.

I look at him again, lean closer and kiss his cheek softly. I don't say anything and look at his phone again. I hear a soft giggle rolling off his lips, but he doesn't say anything else either. I scroll through his playlist and pick The Truth Untold. Once Taehyung hears the first beats of the song, he laughs and looks at me again. "This song really has your heart, doesn't it?" He asks me. I smile proudly and nod. "It really does. But there is one thing wrong with it," I tell him. "What is wrong with it?" He asks me, looking a little worried. "You have way too less lines," I wink at him. Taehyung laughs, "I couldn't agree more, baby!" He grabs my hand and holds it while he drives with his other hand. He softly caresses my hand with his thumb while we both sing along to the most beautiful song.

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