SaVe Me Ft. Kim Taehyung (BTS) {COMPLETED ✔️}

Part One Hundred and Fifteen 백십오

I sit on the bed in my hotel room. Yana and Kaylee are with me and we are watching a movie together. Not that I've been paying attention. I can't think about anything else. It's been a few hours since Taehyung literally ran away from me... And I haven't seen or heard from him since.

I'm really glad to know Jimin and Jungkook are with him. Even though I have no idea where they are or how he is doing, I feel a little less scared since he is not alone. All though I would wish he would come back to me so we can talk about it all.

I stare at my phone in my hands. I've sent Taehyung a message about an hour ago.

Me: Hey Tae, I hope you're safe and okay. I just want to let you know we can talk about it when you're ready. Take your time. Just know I am right here if you need me <3 I love you

But he hasn't replied yet. I know he must be going through a lot. Just like I went through, and actually am still going through. I can't believe it has already been five hours since I found out I am pregnant...

As I look at my phone again, I realise I need to find a way to tell my parents about this. I don't even know where to start. As we all know, my dad hates Taehyung. He doesn't want him and me to be together. How am I ever gonna tell him that I am pregnant? I am sure he will freak out...

"Ali? Are you still on planet earth?" Kaylee asks me. I look up from my phone and look at her. "Yeah, sorry," I tell her. "No need to apologize," she smiles a little, "Do you want to talk about it? Maybe saying your thoughts out loud could help you." I clear my throat and nod.

"I was just thinking about my parents... My dad wouldn't like the big news..." I say. Yana puts her hand on my shoulder. "It's not your dad's life, it's yours. If you and Tae decide to keep it then that is your decision. Your dad has nothing to say about that," Yana tells me. I nod and smile a little. "Yes, you're right... But he won't be happy about it," I tell her.

"Well, that's his problem," Kaylee says, what makes us all smile a little more. "That's true," I say. "Who knows, maybe your dad will now force Tae to stay with you so you wouldn't have to raise the child alone," Kaylee says. I look at her and my smile fades away immediately.

"D-Do you think he will leave me?" I ask. Kaylee scares by my question. "No, sorry, that's not what I meant," she says. "I know, I know you didn't mean it like that. But I am just wondering..." I say. I look back at my phone again. "Tae won't leave you," Yana says, "He loves you way too much for that." I nod and feel tears burning in my eyes. Only the thought of him leaving me makes me really sad.

"I thought so too, but his reaction from today makes me believe otherwise..." I sigh. Yana and Kaylee wrap their arms around me. "He just panicked," Kaylee says, "He will come back to you." "Yes, you just caught him by surprise. He just needed some time alone to think about what all of this means. Once he had a chance to think about it, he will come back around and you two can talk about it," Yana adds.

I look at them and smile a little. "Thank you, I really hope so," I tell them, "I really can't lose him... But if he really doesn't want to have a child, what I understand, we can always think about abortion." "But what do you want?" Yana asks me.

I take a deep breath and think about it. What do I want? I always wanted to be a mother and have kids. But I didn't think it would happen so soon... But on the other side, it won't be completely impossible to have a kid right now. In nine months this tour will be over. The guys will be in the studio a lot and they will create their next album. It would be possible to have a kid and raise it for at least a few months. I am sure BTS will go on tour somewhere after that, but then it will be possible to bring the kid with us on tour. Since I will be with Taehyung every day, we will still be able to raise the kid together. It won't be easy, but it won't be impossible.