I spend the rest of the day explaining to everyone why I'm leaving and explaining to my colleagues - who take over my work - what I was doing. Finn told me to give everything to Carmen, but since she's already really busy, I also gave some to Denise, an other colleague of mine.
Once I'm finally done and Carmen and Denise understand what they have to do, I pack my stuff. I never realized how many personal items I had here until now. I fill an entire box with my stuff and say goodbye to everyone. I even say goodbye to Finn, but he only tells me not to forget any stuff.
"I can't believe this was our last day as colleagues," Sophie says. I hug her tight. "I know... You were the best colleague I could ever wish for!" I tell her. Sophie smiles, "You too! Good luck at your new job, but I bet you'll nail that without any problem!" I smile thankfully, "Thanks. Good luck with everyone here! I will call you soon!" Sophie nods, "Yes! I can't wait!"
I grab my bag and the box with all my stuff and look at the time. It's ten minutes till five. Taehyung should be here soon. I decide to go outside and see if he is already here. So I go into the elevator and go downstairs. When I go outside, I don't see Taehyung anywhere. I put my bag and the box on the ground and wait patiently for Taehyung to arrive.
"Alyssa!" I turn around and see Mick coming towards me. "Hey!" I say. "I heard you're leaving," Mick says, "Is that true?" I nod, "Yes, I wanted to quit, but my boss said I don't have to come back after today." Mick looks sad. "Aw, now I need to miss you..." He says. I smile, "You will survive without me here!" "Not likely," Mick says. I don't know if he's being honest or if he's kidding.
Mick looks at my stuff and sighs. "I wanted to ask about your birthday, but Sophie told me you left with all your stuff..." He says. I smile, "That's so sweet. I had an amazing birthday, thank you." Mick smiles, "I'm glad."
"So where are you gonna work now?" He asks. "I got a job as a photographer," I tell him. He looks surprised. "A photographer? That's a little different, but I'm sure you'll be great! They are lucky to have you." I smile thankfully.
Then he sighs again. "I can't believe you're not my colleague anymore..." He says. I smile, "That doesn't mean you won't ever see me again." Mick smiles wide, "I'm glad." He opens his arms for me and hugs me. I hug him back and feel how he holds me tight, like he doesn't want to let me go.
When he finally lets me go, he looks at me and stays close to me. I scare when his hand moves to my face. I try to take a step back, but he wraps his arm around me and leans in. He presses his lips on mine. I freeze by his actions. Why is he kissing me?!
I put my hands on his chest and try to puss him away from me. His lips let go of me and he looks at me. I see confusion in his eyes. "What are you doing?" he asks, like I am the one who does something crazy and completely out of the blue. "Me? What are you doing?" I ask him. I try to take a few steps away from him, but he still holds my body.
"Kissing you," he simply says. "Why?" I ask him. Even though he is my friend - or so I thought - I feel scared. I don't want him to kiss me and I don't want him to hold me like this! I quickly look around, hoping Taehyung is here to safe me. Or maybe it's better that he isn't here now. I don't want him to see me and Mick like this, even though it is completely against my will.
Mick finally lets me go and I quickly take a few steps away from him. "Because I like you," Mick says, "Just like you like me." My heartbeat speeds up out of fear and my body starts to shake. "I-I don't," I tell him, "Not like that." Mick looks confused. "You don't like me like that?" He asks. I shake my head, "I like you as my friend."
Mick takes a step closer to me. He looks completely confused. "Why?" He asks. I notice a little hint of anger in his words. "Why? Well, because you are my friend. I don't like you like that," I tell him. I have no idea how to explain this. "How can you not like me?" He asks, starting to get angry. "I don't know! I don't have any feelings for you like that!" I tell him. It feels like he wants me to feel guilty. Like it was my choice not to like him as more than a friend. We've been friends for a while now and I've never looked at him as more than a friend.
"Honestly, I didn't know you liked me like that..." I admit. Mick starts to laugh, but it's not a happy laugh, it's a hateful laugh. "Are you stupid?!" He asks. I don't know why he is mad at me. I mean, it's not like he ever told me he had feelings for me! Not like that would change anything, but still!
"I did everything for you!" Mick shouts. I look around, why isn't Taehyung here yet?! I really want to get out of this situation. I have never seen Mick angry before... I have no idea what he would do. I mean, I don't think he would ever hurt me, but I don't really feel safe here with him.
"Did you not see everything I did for you?" Mick asks. "Yes I did, but I thought you were doing these things as a friend," I confess. Mick takes a step closer to me. "As a friend? You really thought I did all these things to be your friend?!" He asks, raising his voice. I nod, "Yeah, I did." I don't want him to know I am scared of him.
"Be honest with me, Alyssa! That time I called you, telling you where your precious Japanese band was, you really thought I was telling you as your friend?" He asks, angrily. "Korean," I correct him. He lifts his eyebrow at me, like I wasn't allowed to correct him. But I feel like he couldn't care less where they're from.
"Yes, I thought you were telling me as my friend," I tell him. Mick shakes his head and laughs hatefully. "Hell, you're stupid!" He shouts. "Why would I ever do that as your friend?! I only did that to impress you!" He says. He starts to pace back and forth. "You are insane," He says, shaking his head. "I did so many things for you and you didn't even notice!" He shouts.
I start to get angry. I no longer feel scared for him. He does not get to treat me this way. He does not get to shout at me, not anymore! Clearly, he is not my friend anymore. A friend would never treat me this way.
"Well, I'm sorry, but I never knew you acted like that because you wanted to impress me!" I tell him. Mick shakes his head. "Of course not! Clearly, you are just a brainless bitch!" He calls. I feel amazed. Is this still the Mick who was my friend a few minutes ago? Never in a million years did I think he would talk to me like this... The Mick I knew was friendly, kind and fun to be around. Was that all an act to impress me?
"Wow, thanks," I say. Mick laughs, "Don't play innocent now, Alyssa!" "Neither should you!" I tell him, "I am sorry that I didn't see your actions like that! I am sorry that I didn't know you liked me like that! But that doesn't mean you get to talk to me like that!" I look around again. Why isn't Taehyung here yet?! I want to leave this place... Now sooner than ever!
"Says who?! Someone really needs to tell you what you actually are!" He shouts. "And what is that? A brainless bitch?" I copy his words. Mick nods, "Yes, indeed! You are a brainless bitch! Because you actually thought a guy-friend would treat you the way I treated you! Newsflash Alyssa, you're not a princess! Nobody is gonna treat you like that, except if they want to get into your pants!"
My jaw drops. This can't be happening. This can't be the same person who was my friend for the past time! This can't be the Mick I know. There must be a hidden camera somewhere. This has to be one big joke!
Mick looks at me with an angry look in his eyes. Slowly he comes closer to me. "Everyone thinks you're worthless! I thought the only thing you might be good for was to pleasure me! But clearly you're not even good for that!" He shouts. He still comes closer to me, so I back away from him. But I dump into the wall. Mick stands barely two feet away from me and I stand with my back against the wall.
Mick puts his hands beside my head to completely corner me. When I look at him, he doesn't look as angry as before. He has a grin on his face, what scares me even more. "But maybe you can still pleasure me," he grins. I feel like I am about to throw up. My entire body starts to shake and my stomach turns.
He moves his hand away from the wall, closer to my body. "GET AWAY FROM ME!" I yell and push him off me with all the strength I have. Mick takes a step back to steady himself. The grin has disappeared from his face and is replaced by an angry look. "You bitch!" He shouts. Before I can get away, he pushes me against the wall. He lashes out and hits me in my face.
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SaVe Me Ft. Kim Taehyung (BTS) {COMPLETED ✔️}
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