Part Sixty-Five 육십오

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I literally can't believe this is real. I can't believe I stand here, next to my best friend Yana, looking at seven of the most amazing men in the entire universe while singing along to our favorite songs. I can't believe every single second Taehyung's eyes are on me, is real. After all this time, after this incredibly hard road, I stand here, right in front of him, feeling like the happiest person alive...

We're just around half an hour into the show as I hear "Fall..." what means it's time for I Need U. I shout the words with the rest of the crowd as BTS comes on stage again. They all wear other - white - outfits and they look incredible! I can't help but feel a little extra excited for this song. I have loved this song since the day it got released and I still love it with all of my heart.

I smile wide as I see Taehyung standing close to me on stage. He looks at me again and smiles wide. He sees how I scream the words of the song and laughs a little. I look back at him, but keep singing - or screaming - my heart out to this song.

My eyes are on him as he brings his microfoon to his face. He looks at me and his lips move 'for you' right before he sings "But you're my everything". My heart skips a beat and I smile wider than ever before.

I can't help but feel a little confused. Does he still love me? I mean, I hoped he would move on, but... has he? Did he move on? Or does he still love me? As I look at him and his blushing cheeks, I would say he still has feelings for me. But... is it still love? Does he love me like I still love him? Or am I just imagining it?

I try to push all my thoughts aside for a moment and just sing my heart out to one of my favorite songs in the entire world. I even try to not look at Taehyung, but I fail since I just feel his eyes on me during the entire song. Just looking at his beautiful lips, moving along with every single lyric of this song and at the same time forming a beautiful smile... It makes me happier than anything else in these last six months.

As the second verse starts, they all move on stage and Taehyung walks over to the other side of the stage. Jungkook, Jin and J-hope come to our side of the stage. They all spot me in the crowd and wave a little, but also focus on the other fans. When Jungkook comes closer on the stage, I notice how he sticks out his tongue. I burst out laughing, but try to keep singing along to the song.

Then they all walk over the catwalk towards the other end of the stage and they all disappear from my sight. I look at the big screens and realize I now get to stare at their faces on the big screens, without them knowing, which is not a bad thing!

As they start singing Run, everyone in the crowd starts to jump and dance. Yana and I join as well and jump as we sing along to the song. As I look at the catwalk, I see one white dressed angel comes jumping back, closer to us. I smile wide as I realize it's Taehyung. He stays on the catwalk, while jumping, but I see how he tries to find me again. I laugh as his eyes meet mine again. Taehyung smiles wide and goes crazy on the music. I join him and jump as much as I can.

Luckily, he interacts with the rest of the crowd as well. Even though I really want him for myself, I love to see how he interacts with others. He really comes alive on the stage and it is amazing to see.

Time flies by way too fast. You know what they say? Time flies while you're having fun! Well, that's definitely true today. I am having way too much fun, just watching these amazing guys having the time of their lives on the stage. Of course, it is incredible to see Taehyung again after all this time, but seeing them having fun on stage, is the best thing ever! Even though I have seen a lot of their dance routines during rehearsals, seeing them dance on stage, looks really incredible. Their moves are amazing and everything looks flawless!

Then it's time for Taehyung's solo song Singularity. Right when his performance start, I am blown away by his amazing outfit. I mean, we all know Kim Taehyung looks good in everything, but this... Damn! This is a real treat for the eye! His voice is on point like always and his dance moves are incredible. I try to enjoy the performance as much as I can, without being distracted by my emotions.

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