For a moment, we just stand there. We don't say a single word, but we just try to enjoy this moment. We both enjoy the feeling of holding each other after all this time. I feel how he lets his head rest on my head. His hands touch my hair and caress my back. "I can't believe you're here right now," I tell him. Tears still roll down my face. "Me neither," Taehyung softly laughs.
When we let go again I look into his beautiful eyes again. His eyes shine and together with his adorable smile, he looks really happy, what makes me happy as well. My heart beats like it is about to explode and every single muscle inside my body is shaking, but I keep breathing and keep myself from falling apart.
"Hey, Ali, why don't you go into a conference room?" Josh says from behind me. I turn around to him and see a caring smile on his face. "I think you two could use the privacy," he says with a small wink. I smile and nod, "Thank you." I turn back around to Taehyung, who used the moment to look my entire body up and down.
When his eyes meet mine again, I see a small sparkle in his eyes and a huge smile on his face. He moves his hand to my face and touches my cheek again. He wipes a few tears off my face without losing eye contact with me.
"Follow me," I tell him, but can't seem to move. With his hand, touching my skin and his eyes on mine, I feel completely frozen. Taehyung seems to notice and laughs softly. A sound I haven't heard in a long, long time. His hand leaves my skin. "Lead the way," he says. When he bites his lip, I feel like I am about to collaps. This sight of him standing in front of me, wearing an amazing, black outfit, with pink hair and the most beautiful, dark eyes make me lose control completely.
I tear my eyes away from the beauty that is Taehyung and take a deep breath. Without looking at him again - because I know I would be frozen all over again - I go to the conference rooms. I open the door of the smallest room and go inside. The room is filled with a small table and four chairs. The room is mostly used to make a private phone call or to have a private conversation with a small group.
Taehyung follows me inside the room and I close the door behind him. Taehyung takes exactly one second to look around the room before his eyes look at me again. He has his hands in the pockets of his pants and leans against the table. I still stand next to the door and look at him.
I still can't believe he is here right now. I can't believe he is at my office. After not seeing him for six months, he shows up at my work... I try to enjoy every second of his presence, not knowing when this amazing moment is gonna end.
Even though we saw each other a few days ago at his concert, it feels like it has been years and years ago since I last saw his beautiful face. Damn... I missed this. I missed just looking at him. After six months of looking at photos and videos I can finally look at him in real life again.
"What are you doing here?" I ask him with a huge smile. I don't even try to hide my excitement. But why should I? The man of my dreams - literally - stands right in front of me and we're all alone. No thousands of other fans or random people around us. It's just us now...
"I needed to see you," He says. My heart nearly jumps out of my chest at his words. He needed to see me. He didn't just want to see me, no he needed to. I smile wide and take a few steps closer to him. "I needed to see you too," I tell him. Taehyung laughs a little and looks down.
"I really missed you," he says. He looks back at me, like he is shy to tell me this. "I missed you too," I tell him, "Very, very much." Even though he must knew it already, I see his cheeks blush, what makes my cheeks do the exact same thing.
Then I turn serious. Even though I am incredibly happy that he's here, I need to stay realistic. "Are you even allowed to be here?" I ask him. Taehyung's smile fades. "I am," he says, "I talked with my management and they approved." I smile wide, "After all this time we were finally allowed to meet again?" Taehyung's beautiful smile returns to his face. "Yes," he smiles.
Taehyung looks down again and then looks back at me with a straight face. "I actually came here to ask you something..." He says. My heart skips a beat and I freak out completely. After six months he comes to my work just to ask me something... Did he just come for one question? What does he want to ask me? Is it good or bad? Is it bad? A million possible questions go through my head, but I try to push them all back and focus on the man in front of me.
"Okay..." I say. The nerves I currently feel in my body effect my voice. I feel my sweaty hands shake, just like every other muscle in my body. He makes me incredibly nervous by just standing here and now he wants to ask me something? I feel like I am about to explode.
"I know we agreed to let go and move on, but I can't. I couldn't move on from you and I don't know if I ever will... I've missed you so much these last months..." He starts. I scare as his voice cracks a little. Every second that passes makes me more and more nervous for his question.
"But since we're here in L.A. right now... And our next concert isn't until tomorrow, so I have today off..." He says, "Do you wanna spend this day with me?" I am completely thrown off guard by his question. He... He wants to spend this day with me?
"A-Are we allowed to?" I ask him. Taehyung smiles and nods. "We did what they asked. We broke up and stayed away from each other for over six months. We are allowed to spend a day together," he says. He looks really nervous, like I would ever be able to say no to something like that!
I smile wide and laugh a little because of all the nerves racing through my body. "Of course," I tell him, "B-But I'm at work today..." "I know this is insane, but can you take a day off, maybe?" He asks. Damn, I have never seen him this nervous ever before! It is adorable, but I also feel bad for him. Why is he this nervous? But then again, so am I.
"I-I am not sure," I say, "But I can try?" Taehyung looks straight into my eyes. His eyes look hopeful, yet worried. "But before I do, I need you to promise me something," I tell him. Taehyung nods, "Anything." "Promise me that this doesn't effect your career in any way. I want nothing more than to spend this day with you, but not if your career is on the line," I tell him. Taehyung smiles wide, "I promise, it doesn't effect my career in any way."
I smile wide and nod. His eyes stare into mine. It feels weird being here. Not just because we haven't seen each other like this in six months, but because we are both not sure how to act. We still love each other, we both know that. We both know that we were not able to let go of one another, unlike we promised. But we also know that we're not allowed to be together anymore. Even though I want nothing more than to kiss his beautiful face and tell him how much I love him, I know I can't.
"I'm right back," I tell him. Taehyung smiles and nods. I go back to the door and open it. I look back at him and see he still looks at me. His eyes follow me in every move I make. "Don't go anywhere," I tell him. Taehyung laughs softly, "I won't." I smile, but stay serious, "I'm not kidding, stay here. Don't leave." Taehyung laughs, "I am not leaving you, baby."
My heart collapses once that small, single word rolls off his lips. He smiles at me, probably not knowing what he said or maybe he does. I grab the door handle to keep me from falling down. That one single word... I haven't heard it in so long... It sounds even more beautiful than I remember...
Before I allow myself to run to Taehyung and kiss every small inch of his face, I walk away. I go out of the room and close the door behind me. It takes every single piece of strength that I have to walk away from him for now. But at least I now it's not for long. I'm not walking away like last time. Thank God, because after hearing that word again, said by his beautiful, deep voice, I don't know if I will ever be able to walk away again.
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SaVe Me Ft. Kim Taehyung (BTS) {COMPLETED ✔️}
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